Spit it out

2010-10-28T20:51:00.001+08:00

I will no longer be active here.

I moved, somewhere.

If you're smart, find me.

((:

Goodbye sweet earthlings!

2010-10-26T19:49:00.002+08:00

Aneeqa is some place safe now.

Allah loves her more.

I wouldn't deny the sadness i'm feeling at her loss.

She is after all, only 5 years old.

I know she's happy where she is and she'll be in my prayers.

Sweet child.

Al-fatihah.

Death makes you realise how fragile life is.

How things can change abruptly without you expecting it.

It makes you treasure the people you love.

Not taking them for granted and not taking things for granted.

Not taking your life for granted.

I believe that every problem has a gift for you in its hands.

And i believe that in her passing away, there's a gift for her family in its way.

Maybe sooner or later.

Death also makes you learn how to move on with your life.

To remember, but to still move on.

Death makes life worthwhile.

I'm not afraid of death but what i'm afraid of,

is leaving the people behind.

And afraid if i've done enough to help myself in the afterlife.

Nevertheless, life goes on.

________________________

My hands are trembling like crazy because of volleyball.

It's like as if i got abused.

Hahaha!

PROJECTS.

Because i love my family.

Thank you GB,

for being there.

Always.

2010-10-23T11:55:00.002+08:00

We've been assigned to 4 different projects.

In which, all are due before the holidays.

I should freak out right?

The haze is really bad.

I didn't attend school on Monday because of asthma and flu.

And the cough is still here because the haze is such an angel.

NOT.

Mama's student, Aneeqa,

is in ICU due to high fever.

I think we're visiting her later.

It saddens me to hear this kind of things.

I hope she recovers soon.

Insya'Allah.

Izzul's concert is next Sunday.

And i absolutely cannot wait!

Hahahahaha!

GB and i just accompanied Syimir and Izzul to get their haircut.

Izzul looks adorable.

And i can't help but notice how fast he has grown and how tall he is now.

Just two days back,

he received a letter from MOE indicating the class he will be in next year.

And when the Primary 1 orientation is.

I have to go WS to top up my mum's card.

But i feel so lazy to move from this computer chair.

Now 3 movies on the list;

Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows part 1.

Unstoppable.

The social network.

Alright, till i'm free to blog again.

BYEBYE!

2010-10-17T16:00:00.003+08:00

Izzul had his full dress rehearsal last Friday at ITE Simei.

The rules changed so we couldn't come along to record it on video.

GB tried entering the auditorium but it was locked.

So i waited for him to come home.

As you can see from the picture above (1st one),

his costume is a shiny version of his school uniform.

And he had make up on when he arrived home.

SUPER CUTE!

Dinah texted me on Thursday evening asking me for a favour.

She's going to Malaysia so she needed someone to take care of her kitten.

I said yes.

So she came to my place to passed me the kitty.

What a tiny little thing.

My sister is trying to psycho me into adopting it.

Which i, without a doubt, am falling for.

Now A.B, if you could only do your magic with Datuk,

we would be able to do so.

3 days was all it took to get me attached.

HAHAHA!

So Dear John.

Only problem is,

Pendek is sulking and absolutely refuse to enter the house because of the kitty.

Sad.

Went to watch Life As We Know It yesterday.

With A.B, GB and Baidura.

The movie was well worth it.

A definite must watch if you guys haven't watch it yet.

Next movie on the list;

Unstoppable.

HP and The Deathly Hallows will be out on November 18.

That's part 1.

No more 3D.

THIS IS A DEFINITE DEFINITE DEFINITE MUST WATCH.

A.B has already booked me for it.

Now GB, i'm booking you!

Alright, time for Bejeweled.

2010-10-13T19:10:00.002+08:00

I need A.B to reserve me a book.

Haha :D

School's been fine so far.

Alhamdullillah.

Change of teachers.

Only Ms Pearl and Ms Regina are still with us.

New heavy modules.

I NEED TO MAINTAIN MY GPA!

TCC.

DC.

HRA.

All examinable.

What with projects coming on.

Nevertheless,

the plus side is obviously the timetable.

(((:

Monday was Nina's birthday.

Yesterday was Kah's.

And tomorrow is A.B's.

If you're reading this;

No, i didn't get you anything.

Saturday, out for movie.

Alright, gotta go.

2010-10-09T12:13:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was Neneng's 13th birthday.

GB's mum invited me over because she cooked to celebrate.

So GB fetched me after prayers and we headed to WS to buy Neneng's cake.

Got Choco her new collar also.

I think it compliments her fur nicely.

((:

Reached GB's place around 3pm.

Ate.

Neneng's friend came over too.

Then i took out the cake and told her to make a wish,

in which she said out loud.

HAHAHAHAHA!

Gave her, her present after that.

She laughed when she saw the photo i printed out.

And i told her to pin it up on her cock board.

HOHOHO!

GB and i were Bejeweling after that.

I swear the pressure he put on me was unbearable.

STRESS YOU KNOW!

But i couldn't stop laughing.

Just like the old times.

Though the present is still very much filled with laughter.

You know what i mean GB.

A.B bought a new printer.

Slick.

I like.

My legs are itching for soccer.

I don't care if you're sitting for your Science paper on Monday, Syimir.

You're coming to play soccer with us.

TODAY!

2010-10-07T19:25:00.003+08:00

Yes, it's the 7th of October 2010.

The day the results were released.

And of course,

Happy 10th!

((:

So i woke up in the morning feeling all excited.

And i rushed to the computer and went online.

I was otp with GB when i saw my results.

Vice versa.

Yes, as my FB status probably already said,

"This is fucking orgasmic. I am fucking in love with my results! Alhamdullillah."

My GPA was satisfactory.

3.684.

3.7 would have been nice but i am grateful for that digit.

GB,

i am absolutely happy with your results.

So very proud of you.

Keep up the brilliant work!

Went out with GB to hunt for presents after that.

Got Neneng's.

Happy 13th birthday in advance Neng!

You'll get you gift soon enough.

Izzulbaqir Burne just came to me and asked me,

"What makes 70 cents?"

And i said,

"Didn't you take a dollar from your piggy bank just now already?"

And he replied me with a smile, saying,

"I brought it already, but it dropped in the longkang(drain)"

HAHAHAHAHA!

I've had a lot of laughter today.

And i am forever grateful for what i have.

2010-10-05T12:18:00.002+08:00

That little kitty up there got lost for one whole day.

We thought she was done for,

though i still went looking around in vain hope to find her.

Then A.B and i were in our room at night, reading, when Syimir called her.

A.B told me to open the window, and there Syimir was,

standing with Pendek circling around his legs.

I shrieked in excitement and was still shrieking with excitement when i was running downstairs to get her.

I picked her up and hugged her so tightly, then i asked,

"Where did you go?!"

When i brought her home,

my grandfather turned and looked at her, shock written on his face.

Then he asked the same question,

"Kau pergi mane?!" (where'd you go?)

My granny saw her and asked her that too.

If only cats could answer in a language we all understand.

But she looked my granny in the eye and meowed.

Super adorable.

I've never been more happy or relieved in my life.

My grandfather said,

"No more night freedom!"

Yes, very apt.

I don't want to suffer that heartbreak of losing you again.

Not after i lost your sister.

Sunday was football day.

As the pictures above would have probably told you.

Vivala Paris did a spectacular job,

winning 6-5 in the end.

And i swear Taufiq is one good footballer.

He was goofing around, nonetheless.

HAHAHAHA!

GB, you know that moment i had when i saw you that day,

i'd never forget that.

You were just as splendid on the field.

Whatever i felt, it was unexplainable.

You know i do, and i know you do too.

((:

Neneng's birthday is coming up!

Time to go hunting for presents.

A.B's birthday is coming up too.

Should i or should i not get you something?

(;

Results out in two days time.

I'm at the edge of my sit.

Insya'Allah, everything will be fine.

((:

2010-10-02T12:23:00.003+08:00

Izzul was super duper happy and proud that his party hat won the prize.

The most creative, in his class.

I call it The Sorting hat.

And he kissed GB and i on the cheek to say thanks.

You're welcome!

My brothers are screaming, "Goal!" like as if they're watching the most important match of the WC.

By right, they're just playing Winning Eleven on the Xbox.

I went out with GB yesterday to get my sandals.

I might just be doing justice to my Raya money rather than keeping all of them and not spending it.

Besides on food of course, which i have.

My parents fetched us after that to get our dinner at DT.

"Did he gain weight, because his cheeks moved when he walked."

Hahahahaha, i have the most awesome brother.

Fetched A.B after that.

My dad drove her to Ubi to register for her driving license.

I can't wait till my turn comes.

"Race me. Go Kart. One day, okay?"

You're on GB.

Hahahahaha.

Syimir was story telling him about my driving rampage at Malacca a few years back.

And he told him not to follow my example because i'm nuts.

Thanks!

I want to bring my Granny to Penin.

She's been dying to go there to get a new pair of shoes.

The plan was yesterday,

but the new furnitures were coming in so that was out of the question.

Speaking of which,

my grandparents are just so lovely,

that they bought my siblings and i , cupboards for our books,

and a new computer table plus a table for the TV.

THANK YOU!

Oh, and thank you GB for making me laugh like that.

"I'm a very cheerful person!"

Hahahahaha.

How can i ever stay mad at you?

Even for a minute.

((:

I'm coming to watch you do your thing tomorrow.

Count on me to be there.

2010-09-30T13:12:00.003+08:00

The weather is making the bed call my name.

My eyes are droopy and i am super sleepy.

Now that rhymed!

And i'm too lazy to post as usual.

Anyhoots,

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY in advance.

I still count myself in.

Results out on the 7th October.

Awesome.

(((:

It's going to be the 10th month.

And the month is on the 10th.

Yes, i'm talking in circles.

Only you would understand.

HAHAHA.

Alright, enough messing around.

BYE!

2010-09-27T18:58:00.003+08:00

I am dead beat.

Went out after sending Izzulbaqir Burne to school.

Trained to CityHall.

I finally got new jeans after eons of contemplating whether to get one or not.

Yes, i'm probably one person you don't want to ask along for shopping trips.

Reason 1;

I do not like shopping.

Reason 2;

I am so conscious about the amount spend on a particular piece of clothing or accessory that you're probably going to take ages before buying something that i think is worth buying.

Reason 3;

I'd rather spend the money on food and beverages. This, i have no qualms about.

Reason 4;

I get tired of walking around after a while, i'm going to ask you to go to any shop you want and meet me back wherever i am resting.

I only go out to buy something when i find the need for a change.

Other than that, i'm pretty much content with my wardrobe.

I don't go out much anyway,

i prefer staying at home and cook up something.

Coming back..

I bought jeans and a cardigan.

My initial plan was just to buy jeans,

but GB wanted me to get that cardigan, so i did.

And he bought me a ring.

I actually bother standing at rack to try on the rings.

No, i did not choose them.

He did.

My job was simple, to just hold my hand out while he try on the rings for me.

"Will you marry me?"

"Yes."-insert robot voice-

After every ring,

"Will you marry me again?"

I don't even have to answer.

He bought himself a piece of shirt.

FINALLY.

We went to Bai's open house yesterday.

Then to GB's place.

I swear his mother and my mother couldn't stop talking.

If my dad didn't ask my mum to hurry up,

they'd end up talking till evening.

But i supposed it's a good thing.

((:

Headed to my auntie's place after that.

There were two kittens,

almost adult, at the rubbish chute.

They were with collars but they seemed lost.

The moment we came up to them, they started meowing so loud,

coming towards us almost like asking for help.

One of them looked like Panjang.

How i miss her.

I think if my career plan to be a teacher fail,

i would consider working in the library as a storyteller.

Hmmmmmm.

2010-09-24T12:17:00.005+08:00

Above were some of the pictures taken during the Raya outing.

((:

I am now halfway through finishing Fang the novel.

And i will constantly remind A.B to reserve Max.

GB and i are almost done with Dear John.

Will be returning it back later.

I highly recommend watching Fireproof.

GB recommended it to me.

I've watched it.

One hell of a good movie.

And the best part, it's based on a true story!

I'm definitely looking forward to Monday.

Alright, i've got to hurry up.

Someone's waiting.

TOODLES!

2010-09-22T14:12:00.002+08:00

The jalan raya yesterday was awesome!

GB sent me to Bedok inter in the morning.

We had Mac breakfast,

then i met Utt.

Waited for the rest and off to Opah's house.

Her mum cooked.

SPICY!

But the chicken was the bomb!

Went off to my place after that.

We took pictures,

then off again.

To Jam's house.

I was hogging the sambal cracker.

To Utt's place after that.

We spent the most time at her place,

taking all sorts of crazy pictures.

Yoges actually fell on top of me.

I thought i broke my arm.

HAHAHAHA!

To Nina's after that.

Your mum's nuggets was super laku.

The mee/macaroni bakso was yummy also.

"Next year datang sini, tolong cik masak."

Insya'Allah was my reply.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

To Syikin's place after that.

NASI AYAM!

That was the last house.

Gb fetched me after that.

Went home straight.

My feet were killing me.

"OMG Syirah, killer heels!"

Hahahha, Opah's so adorable.

The pictures we took using Utt's camera were accidentally deleted.

How sad and wasted.

But it's alright, the fun we had would stay as a memory.

Pictures only, afterall,

serve as a reminder.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR MONDAY!

Alright, adios.

2010-09-19T12:05:00.003+08:00

I think Izzul really looks like a MR.

Something needs to be done.

However, he can read now.

And i am so proud!

((:

GB and I watched Vampire Sucks a few days back.

I think most parts were quite lame.

But other than that, the movie was alright.

Now for some real vampires.

And thank god A.B borrowed a few books from the library.

She borrowed Fang the novel!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Gb and i went for breakfast at lp yesterday.

We bumped into Arep, Hakim and Taufik.

And he, being the kpo one wanted to know what happened.

HAHAHAHA!

So the plan to have a quick breakfast was gone.

And i'm so tempted to go lp again to get something.

But my granny is cooking something in the kitchen that smells so delicious.

So i shall just wait.

GB!

Life as we know it.

SOON OKAY.

Okay, byebyebye!

2010-09-17T10:32:00.002+08:00

" Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round heads and the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules, and they have no respect for the status quo. You can quote them disagree with them, glorify, or vilify them. But the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do."
-Jack Kerouac

True to that.

I'm definitely looking forward to this coming Tuesday.

And despite the fact that Utt told me to book a bus,

i gave up.

Because i know there's no way we're getting a bus that soon.

And the number that i have dialed are either for specific transportation or something else.

Sad.

So East Side only!

EXAMS ARE OVER.

Thank god.

There are a number of things to do during this holiday.

And i am still trying to find the title to that movie.

GB, help!

___________________

"Small matter only, want ask him go back all the way here for what."

- the higher authority.

You're such a loser.

I can safely say this after that brilliant display of "bravery" and "intelligence".

I'm not doubting that you've never got into a fight before.

You know what's the best option to a loser like you?

Ignore.

Because now i really really know that a parasite like you is not worthit.

And a parasite like you will never know the true meaning of life.

Nak kate educated, tak pulak.

Nak kate berani, out of question sia tu.

I've never met someone like you.

And i don't mean it in a good way.

Period.

Oh yes, i will see you soon.

I think you'd be more than happy to see me too.

_______________________________

Shall we rummage the kitchen for food now?

Because i'm starved.

2010-09-13T19:39:00.005+08:00

This year's Raya started out late because we had to wait for Abah to come back from Friday prayers.
We only went out after 2.30pm.
We were snapping away with Shufyaan's new camera.

As i said, this year's colour code is purple.
We practically blend in with the walls in our house, as you can see from the above picture and the pictures below.

I so love this picture.
I think Izzulbaqir Burne has the nicest candid shot.
HAHA! ((:

Abah's missing. He went to take the van, hehe!

That's Aniq!
I call him Alonso because he was wearing Alonso's jersey the other time we met.
He had his saliva all over my sleeve, but it's alright.
Lucky babies have nice smelling breath.

We didn't go out on the second day.
So while killing time, i accompanied A.B to do her hair.
I swear i had the worst butt cramps, just sitting there looking at her.

GB and his family came over to visit around 8.30pm.
If i'm not wrong.
They stayed for around half an hour before leaving because my house was invaded by a troop of extra terrestials.
They always come in troops.

We're going over to GB's place next week.
Get your things prepared GB!
And please don't unleash Choco if you do not want my mum to be running around your house. That's Pendek's job.

GB tagged along yesterday (3rd day of raya).

Colour code: Maroon/Red.

We went to 8 houses in total.

And i finally met Aidah!

After so long.

Double date is in order.

NEXT WEEK!

This was taken at Kak Mas's new house.

Her balcony had the most awesome view ever.

I told my mum to get a mansionatte next time.

She said sure, but either Woodlands or Jurong.

HAHAHAHAHA!

I think Izzul looks like an MR in this photo.

A.B said, "please do something about it."

The caption for this picture was,

"I'm in heels & still short. Pasal syirah main tipu, the heels still taller than mine. Benci sia. "

Face it Kakak,

I will always be taller than you no matter what you wear.

We came home at 10pm after sending my auntie and GB off.

I washed up, studied till midnight.

ECD's paper was do-able just now.

Alhamdullillah.

There's no school tomorrow because there's no paper.

PPE on Wednesday.

CE on Thursday.

FREEDOM AFTER THAT!

All the best for your paper tomorrow GB.

I know you can do it.

And on Friday too!

We'll be free after that.

I'll see more of you.

((:

2010-09-08T12:37:00.003+08:00

LPD was great today.

After so long of not having lesson,

the catching up was awesome.

I never fail to get amused everytime.

Each lesson is an eye-opener.

Today i realised this,

a sincere apology comes in 3 parts.

I'm sorry.

It's my fault.

What can i do to make it right or better?

We almost always miss out the last part.

Agreed.

And a boy that always got bullied back in school,

he said that everyone has a reason for their existence.

Which i've always believed.

He came out of his shell and sang.

He was brilliant.

_______________

Speaking of which,

i think it's about time someone breaks your shell.

No, i don't mean that shell you're hiding behind.

I mean the shell that you've created out of ego, pride, arrogance and just pure inconsiderate.

You don't just play with people's feelings like it's some toy.

It's not nice and it's not right.

I am very sure you wouldn't like it when your feelings are played too.

You're predictable.

Stop giving the same bullshit excuse.

Please stop thinking of just yourself and your needs.

When are you going to realise?

And please, don't think too highly of yourself.

To some people maybe you're just a low life scum.

By the things you're doing, i'd agree.

Stick to your words alright.

I'll wait for the next time i see you again.

I want to see what you have in store for us.

Now i know you've been reading this all these while.

So why not make a move?

It's not like you didn't get a chance to.

I think that will do for now.

_____________________

GB and i broke our fast at Pastamania again yesterday.

I went on a purple "shopping" spree.

Haha.

I have an obsession with purple things.

Happy 9th!

I came home yesterday to see my grandmother and mother doing the ketupat.

I can't wait to eat it tomorrow night!

And i'm sad that Ramadhan is ending.

I'm going to go on an intense studying mood.

There's not much time left.

Alright, the sooner i end this,

the sooner i get off the computer.

BYE!

2010-09-06T11:06:00.002+08:00

I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO STRESSED OVER SOMETHING, THIS BAD.

GB finds my condition absolutely hilarious.

He was laughing non-stop over the phone just now when i was rambling about what i was stress about.

Thank god your laughter provided me comfort and relieve.

Thank you (:

I'm waiting for time to pass by.

I was studying just now while waiting.

And now i'm watching Animal Cops Houston.

Animal abusers should be jailed.

I hope the law in Singapore regarding animal abusers would be tightened.

Animals have feelings too you know.

Speaking of which,

i miss Panjang.

I still choose not to believe that she's gone in that manner.

I believe she's safe now, somewhere.

Hari Raya's coming.

The Holy month is ending.

I WANT YOU!

bye.

2010-09-03T11:57:00.002+08:00

I didn't attend school today.

I was so tired.

And some psychos are so good at psycho-ing.

Izzul celebrated his birthday 2 days ago.

We went Metro before that and he was acting like a spoilt brat because according to him,

"today's my birthday and i want something as a present."

Then we told him to be patient and wait till after break fast to get presents.

But he refused to listen and was sulking all the way home.

He fell asleep in the van and we left him at home with my granny and Syimir.

Then GB followed my dad to pick the kids up.

While i followed my mum to Afghan to get him cake.

Then my mum and i headed to DT to book a place for break fast.

We took the swing seat because Mama wanted to sit there so much.

The rest came after that.

A.B, GB and i ordered pasta for break fast.

I think it's worth it

HUNGRRRRYYYYYY!

After we finished our meals,

my mum took out the birthday cake.

I took videos while GB became the paparazzi.

Then we gave him his presents.

The smile on his face was so wide.

HAHAHA!

I need to study.

Soon.

BYEBYE!

2010-09-01T11:37:00.002+08:00

I was so lethargic yesterday that i didn't bother praying when i reach home.

I didn't even help my mum unwrap the presents she got for Teacher's Day.

Headed to Toys 'R' Us to buy Izzul his present.

Decided on a remote control car but i didn't get the Nissan he wanted.

I bought a jeep instead.

And GB brought it for gift wrapping.

So particular!

GB and i broke our fast at FC.

I had a food crisis.

I was torn between buying BanMian and Minced chicken noodle.

I ended up buying BanMian.

And not finishing the noodle.

HAHA!

Ohhh, i saw Mount Everest yesterday.

Joke of the year.

We went to Mac'd after that because i wanted my Iced Choc so bad!

And GB saw Cinnamon melts and couldn't resist buying.

Then A.B texted asking us to wait for her and Syimir at Tamp.

She wanted to buy for Izzulbaqir Burne his present.

Today is his 6th birthday.

HAPPY 6TH BIRTHDAY IZZULB!

I hope you teeth grows back, fast.

I love you!

A.B bought for him an authentic soccer ball that has Messi's name on it.

Awesome!

Hahaha.

My parents fetched us and sent GB home.

We were on a secret mission of moving his present.

But he was too engrossed in my mum's presents that he didn't noticed the big box i was carrying.

I told my mum that i like it when she's a teacher because she gets lots of presents for Teacher's Day.

And she came into my room and ask why i didn't open the presents with her.

HEH! :D

I was asking Utt whether telling Ms Pearl that i have separation anxiety with my bed would be a valid reason in case i'm late.

And she answered, "Yahhh, i should tell her that next time!"

Speaking of Utt,

Nina played a very evil prank on her.

Nina came to school with a big plastic bag and told Utt,

"Happy Birthday!"

She just had her birthday recently.

And Nina told her to open it and say that she would definitely love the present.

But Nina was smiling and i suspected something already.

Utt asked, "what if i don't like it?"

And i told her to just open it.

While she was tearing the wrapping paper apart,

Nina was laughing.

Utt took out the present and went,

"THIS IS MY BELT!"

Nina was already laughing so hard by then.

I was lost.

Then Nina told me that Utt left that belt with her, so she gift wrapped it and gave it back to her.

EVIL NINA!

This post is getting long.

Haha.

I found a new hobby.

Disturbing GB.

Because when i do that, he fights back, in the midst of his laughter.

And he makes me laugh when he fights back.

It goes on until we're both tired from laughing.

Yesterday, i randomly turned to him and said,

"Ehh, your breath stinks."

And he defensively replied,

"Don't lie ahh!" -blows on my nose-

"I use OralB okay!"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

Alright, bye!

2010-08-28T22:42:00.002+08:00

After eons of procrastination,

i finally changed my blogskin.

I was so darn lazy to browse through so many that i went through 3 and chose 1.

Someone likes my "All about me".

Haha, if only blogs have the 'like' button.

Right GB?

I went Geylang with my granny, A.B and my grandaddy just now.

Like i said, we're going purple this year.

And in recognition of YOG,

the house itself would be going purple also.

Hahahaha!

I love the curtains though.

My granny took purple curtains,

purple pillow cases.

Lovely!

Glee is trying to brainwash me.

Star World is playing episodes of Glee since just now.

School is starting in 2 days time!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

I panicked when i saw the word "heuristic" just now.

So i rushed into my room and took my ECD book to study.

Syimir, GB and i went down to play tennis just now.

Work out after buka.

Hahahaha!

"You need to wear your tenacious when you're playing tennis!"

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Go to youtube and watch Vicky if you're lost.

A.B was talking about my abrupt endings yesterday night.

So i'm going to try making a proper closure now.

Alright people, i'm going off now.

Till i write again,

GOODBYE!

2010-08-27T12:02:00.002+08:00

The sound of the thunder just now was loud.

And now it's raining!

The things from Courts arrived yesterday.

Now i no longer have to squint to watch tv.

Haha!

And i love the new fridge.

So organized.

My granny asked me to take a look at how the washing machine works just now,

and i actually stood there and was fascinated by how the detergent was sprayed onto the clothes.

Cool.

We're still waiting for the other 2 free gifts.

I'm going Starhub later.

Me and Starhub have issues.

Grr.

My uncle and family are coming over this Sunday to break their fast.

Take turns lah!

Hahaha (:

School's starting soon.

Revision week.

2 weeks till exam.

I'm excited yet nervous.

OH MY GOD.

I need the toilet.

GB's waiting for this post.

And he told me to finish writing before going to the loo.

Here you go!

And now i need to go.

BYEBYE!

__________

I dread my dreams.

2010-08-25T11:43:00.003+08:00

Panjang went missing exactly 2 days ago.

My heart sank when i saw Pendek, lying down outside, alone.

I went around with GB looking for Panjang but to no avail.

We went looking for her again on bikes yesterday.

We practically searched the whole of Paris.

I asked Farhan if he saw Panjang and he said that,

"Ohh, a group of boys took her and walked towards the bus stop."

If it wasn't for the fact that i was fasting,

i would have cursed whoever that kidnapped her.

She's with a collar!

How can you take someone else's cat away?!

Rude, just plain rude.

Pendek is very lonely now.

She seemed so lost without Panjang.

She didn't know what to do.

Now that she has no one to play with, all she does is sleep.

I think she lost her appetite too.

For the past 2 mornings, after i'm done with my pre-dawn meal,

i'd open the gate and accompany her for a while.

She'll be meowing away because she knows the people in the house are awake and she's outside, alone.

It's just heartbreaking.

They've been together since birth, not once separated.

And now Panjang's gone.

I hope wherever she is now,

she's safe.

Insya'Allah.

I miss you Panjang.

_______________

My granny went to Courts and went on a shopping "rampage".

Hahahahah!

I'll be waiting for new things to arrive tomorrow.

((:

Alright, till later.

Bye!

2010-08-21T11:59:00.002+08:00

I ate 2 pieces of chicken for pre-dawn meal.

((:

Somehow, i can't wait to go shopping later.

PURPLE!

My uncle invited us to break fast over at his place tomorrow.

And he specifically asked my granny to invite GB too.

GB, you're awesome.

Izzul's concert will be at ITE Simei.

I want to come!

I asked my mum to ask his teacher and she so casually replied,

"I don't see his teacher everyday, you do. Why don't you ask?"

Then i remembered that yes, i send him to school everyday.

This is what happen when you're sleepy and hungry.

Hahaha!

My granny has waved the white flag.

She doesn't want to bake any cake or make any kuihs this year.

I'll cry myself a river if she doesn't make ketupats also.

I miss school.

Haha.

Holidays are always like these.

So who watches YOG?

I only tune in when it's gymnastic, athletics and soccer.

Do they have synchronize swimming?

I love that.

My storeroom is slowly filled up with shoes.

Like charity, my auntie give away her shoes that she doesn't use anymore.

And they're all still in good condition.

She has an obsession with shoes, but

she has trouble with them also.

Wear it once, then she'll put them aside.

So where do they go to?

MY STOREROOM!

Not that i'm complaining.

A.B is more than glad to have them all.

My feet are too big to fit in, unfortunately.

I can only have Puteri's.

And i kind of miss Cameron Highlands.

It's so peaceful there.

And the weather!

I just love the weather.

Gotta get going.

Google Chrome is so weird for not highlighting "gotta".

2010-08-20T12:20:00.003+08:00

Went out with GB yesterday to break our fast.

Laughing on an empty stomach is not really the best thing to do.

But well worth it.

Hahahaha!

GB, GB.

I know GB was especially irritated when he saw, quote unquote from him,

'the biggest mistake of my life'.

"Still have the cheek to smile some more, no shame."

Haha, chill G-A-D-A!

Since GB made a reservation the day before,

we entered the almost packed Pastamania and sat down on the reserved table.

Thank you GB!

Aww(some)!

Ordered our meals at 7pm.

Then we listened to the radio for the Azan.

Ya Rab after that!

Went to get desserts at BK.

Haha.

I was too full to eat the whole Sundae Pie myself.

Walked around.

Headed home at 9.

Thanks for yesterday!

We're going shopping tomorrow.

And we're going purple this year!

I hope GB bring Neneng along.

He's going purple too.

Hahahaha.

A.B, if you've read this,

talk to me secretly in the room.

Please & Thank You!

2010-08-17T12:43:00.002+08:00

I've sent emails to them.

REPLE ME ASAP!

I'm excited for this Thursday.

But princess can't come.

My Granny is cooking Nasi Minyak today.

Awesome!

Hahaha :D

I helped her make Roti Kirai yesterday.

I should have recorded what GB did in his attempt to make one roti kirai.

It was hilarious!

But after i taught him how to do it,

he managed to make a better looking one.

Good job!

((:

I'm off to complete one more CE assignment.

Then study.

I watched Ip Man 2 yesterday.

Hahahahaha.

Ketinggalan zaman.

But it's a very nice movie.

Alright, byebye!

2010-08-15T15:00:00.004+08:00

A.B asked me how i managed to squeeze all three days of the trip into one post.

Haha!

GB's been breaking fast with us since day 1.

Personally invited by the elders.

YOU LIKE AHH!

(i like also.)

They're "arguing"on where to break fast this Thursday.

The others have yet to reply.

And the time's not decided yet.

I can't wait to break fast today.

CHICKEN!

((:

I went LP with Izzul and Gb just now.

My granny asked me out to Causeway Point just now.

But i didn't tag along because Nek Su's coming over to pass me my shoes.

THANK YOU!

((:

She's home anyway.

Hahahahahaha.

________________

Showering is one of the best thing i can do.

The toilet makes me think.

I'd stand under the shower and recall.

Just now, while showering,

i was thinking on how my life is so much better now.

Alhamdullillah.

I had no regrets doing what was necessary.

I left my past behind.

People who were unworthy of my time.

I like how my life is now.

I appreciate my friends now more than i did back then.

I love going to school, for the sole reason that the course i'm in is that of my interest.

And i didn't expect to have fun with my friends.

My classmates are awesome!

Things at home, the bond i have with my family is even stronger now.

It was havoc before.

Thank Allah.

And i am even more grateful for having a bestfriend that understands.

A bestfriend that cares.

A bestfriend that is so close to my family, he is family.

A bestfriend whose love knows no boundaries,

for me or my family.

Thank you GB.

I never fail to include these people in my prayers.

I never fail to thank Him every time after praying.

Because now, i think the tunnel's brighter.

Much brighter.

____________

Cheers to life now.

Alhamdullillah once more.

GOODBYE!

2010-08-14T13:54:00.002+08:00

My last post was dated at least a week ago.

Haha.

I had no time to update.

I'll write what i remember.

So lets start on the 7th, Saturday.

My grandparents, A.B and i got packed and ready for my granduncle and auntie to arrive.

They fetched us around 2 plus.

Said bye to Mama, Izzul, Syimir

and GB.

Happy 8th month!

We headed straight for Tuas checkpoint.

Drove into JB.

Stopped at this resting place for a little toilet break.

They sell the ostrich/deer and rabbit burger that i've been craving for.

But,

we didn't buy any.

Moving on.

Drove on till we reached another resting place where we had our lunch.

Mee Bakso.

After which, we continued our journey on to KL.

We arrived at KL around 8 i think.

Went to Petaling Street.

I wanted to buy this nice Adidas shoes but they had no size for that particular colour.

Sad.

We ate at A&W after that.

Now that's awesome!

We settled in the car after we had dinner.

Drove on.

It was already 10 at night by the time we drove on.

So i texted GB goodnight and i tried getting comfortable in the car.

I sprained my back thanks to that.

Haha.

We slept on, all the way till we reached Tapah at 1.30am.

That was already the 8th, Sunday.

We had supper, drank coffee and tea.

I went to the washroom with Nek Su and Puteri.

When i came back, A.B was telling me that i missed watching an accident unfold.

A Mercedes was speeding, hit the fence,

got its tyre wedged in between the divider,

moved further onwards with it's rubber gone.

Only the rim was left and because it was still moving on the road,

the friction caused by the rim rubbing against the road caused a huge spark.

The driver was unhurt i supposed.

Danger!

We rested at Tapah till 6.

We had our breakfast, brushed our teeth.

Then we continued driving up the mountain by 7.

The road is so small and it was only a one-way traffic that you have to drive very carefully.

The bends are all blindspots.

Accident prone.

The foot of the mountain were occupied by the Natives there.

They were living in what we will call Atap houses.

They sell Durians, Honey and petai at the roadside.

There were stray dogs running here and there.

Hahaha!

Lucky dogs are smart.

We reached the town of Cameron Highlands,

i think it's the middle part of the mountain around half an hour later.

We walked around.

The weather there was very cooling.

I wished Singapore was like that.

We continued moving upwards, to the Tea Plantation.

We saw how the made tea from scratch.

Tasted some.

Bought some.

Then we had strawberry cake with hot tea.

Proceeded to the Strawberry farm after that,

I PLUCKED STRAWBERRIES!

Bought some strawberries also.

A.B bought the strawberry yogurt and honey.

It was one of the best things i've ever tasted!

We headed to the hotel after that

Equatorial Hotel.

We sat at the lobby, waiting for the booking in time.

We stayed in this apartment with a nice view.

313, that's our apartment number.

I shared the room with A.B.

There wasn't air-conditioning or fans at all in the hotel.

Natural air-con.

Haha.

Yes, it's that cold.

Went to the town area again for lunch.

We had Nasi Kandar.

The chicken tasted absolutely delicious.

-salivates-

There was free Wi-Fi there.

So i took the opportunity to go online.

Went to the Pasar malam there.

I bought GB his Man U jersey.

Finally huh?

((:

Went back to the hotel.

Showered.

Prayed.

Watch a bit of tv.

Headed to the lobby to buy cup noodles for dinner.

They sell canned drinks for 4.50 RM!

Omg.

Ate dinner.

Read my book.

Went to bed.

Was woken up by GB's call.

Talked for a while and i headed back to sleep.

I woke up at 6.30am to bathe the next morning.

This was the 9th, Monday.

Then we got ready, pack up.

Checked out at 8.

Had our breakfast at the hotel's "Coffee Shop".

I love hotel breakfast.

I took what i could.

Hahahaha!

Went back to the car and drove down the mountain.

It took an hour and the half to reach the bottom.

Then we drove all the way back.

We stopped for lunch.

Then we headed to Pandan City at JB.

Where i bought Izzul his man U jersey.

A.B bought for Syimir his Germany jersey.

I bought Mama an LV wallet.

I bought myself a watch and a blouse.

We went back to the car.

Drove all the way back to Singapore.

We reached Singapore around 7.

I reached home at 7.30pm.

The NDP was ending already.

So that's it!

My post is too long.

I'll continue tomorrow.

Maybe.

BYEBYE!

Selamat Berpuasa people.

((:

2010-08-06T13:01:00.002+08:00

OLA!

School ended at 12 today.

We had National Day Celebration.

The performances put up were awesome,

better than secondary school.

I love that Indian Dance!

Hahahaha.

ICB didn't win the mascot but we did our best.

Good job everyone!

Thanks Hyhy for volunteering.

My group's almost done with our PPE final assignment.

The amount of money spent on projects are just,

WOW.

I'm waiting for GB to return home from prayers with Izzul.

Then off to watch The Last Airbender!

I think i was too excited for the movie that i dreamed about it.

It's a funny dream.

Why?

Because i was the Avatar.

HAHAHAHAHA!

Will be off to Cameron Highlands tomorrow.

I saw the itinerary and one of it was to stop by Malacca and buy belacan.

-.-"

I'm going to miss my brothers and parents!

And GB too!

Auto roam activated.

Thank god.

I'll try tapping on to their Wi-Fi.

I can't wait for Ramadhan!

We have plans.

Hahaha.

2010-08-01T12:08:00.002+08:00

I'm going to waste this post saying something that i'm going to say for the very last time.

I think some people are so full of themselves that they think their lives are worth stalking.

Or maybe you just don't understand the concept of news feed.

See,

a news feed is something that appears at the home page.

People scroll down and it briefly updates what is happening.

Stalking on the other hand,

is personally going to that particular person's profile/blog and reading or looking through every goddamn thing in there.

Please.

There's nothing in your lives worth stalking.

You're not a Hollywood star or anyone big to stalk.

You're just ordinary people living typical, mundane lives.

So if there's someone who i would want to stalk,

it will most definitely not be any of you.

Don't kid yourself.

And i think irony is lost on the unintelligent,

and the stubborn.

You know the saying of,

never fight with an idiot, they'll drag you down to their level and beat you with experience.

In this case,

never fight with a bitch or someone with no manners.

You stoop to their level, so low.

It makes you one of them.

And there's no use talking to someone so stubborn.

It's like talking to a piece of block that doesn't respond.

To the sheman,

i think you have lost all your manliness.

Funny how you dare to address me but not the person who said that he has a problem with you.

Cause if you have an issue with me, and you are a man of words,

you'd come to me and say it to my face.

But i'm guessing you and her share the same brain.

So i assume you can't think for your own.

Which is, on all accounts, very sad.

I'm not going to be the first one to say anything.

Because on any situation, i'm not in a lose-lose position.

We all are waiting, not me alone.

Continue living on the borders of arrogance.

We're learning how to shut you out.

And what's with talking about the girl "i don't like means i don't like ah", still?

I really think you have issues with yourself.

Hahaha.

Alright.

I'm not going to bother anymore.

If someone doesn't want to make an effort to change for the better,

why should we help right?

Adios amigos.

Lead a happy life.

2010-07-31T21:58:00.002+08:00

I should count myself lucky that i didn't re-sprain my ankle or break my leg.

I swear to god they were aiming for my leg when we were playing soccer just now.

Hahahaha!

My uncle really wanted to train us.

He body pushed A.B and she literally flew.

I couldn't stop laughing.

What made it even hilarious was that she was wearing a white tee and the field was muddy.

Awesome!

I had fun nonetheless.

At least my skin received enough vitamins.

We went home at 2.

I washed my shoes and Izzul's.

After which i ate lunch with GB.

Showered, prayed.

Got ready and went off after GB finished praying.

We headed to E!hub to get my Cup Walker.

Then trained to Tamp.

Got GB his jeans.

Hope you like it!

((:

My parents fetched GB and i after that.

Went to TTSH.

The ride on the way there was fun.

We were dancing in the van and i think we probably looked like idiots.

But it's alright.

It's okay to be unglamorous just so you can have fun.

I love my brothers,

& yes, you too GB.

I swear i wanted to kill whoever that set up this policy of registering.

I mean, to register is normal.

But scanning your IC to gain entry and following the order of the register.

A.B and i missed our turn so we didn't get to see Nyayi in the end.

And i was questioning,

"What if the person was dying?"

Lame.

We went off from the hospital around 8 plus.

Sent my auntie home, then GB.

Prayed, and here i am!

Okey dokey.

Toodles!

2010-07-30T20:32:00.002+08:00

Searching up on ADHD.

Interesting.

There's soccer tomorrow!

WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Rainy days make people hungry.

I ate quite a lot today.

And my granny bought Nasi Briyani.

Haiya!

-salivates-

Alright, i'll blog more when i'm free.

Goodbye!

_______________

Apparently some people are just oh-so stubborn.

It's called being open minded.

I'm sorry you have to be such a drag.

Pity.

Oh yeah, i'm waiting.

We all are.

2010-07-29T19:03:00.002+08:00

The P.I project is going on smoothly.

Alhamdullillah.

We bought the scrap book just now.

Did it at mac'd in the morning because Ms Pearl brought us to J8.

((:

I'm blogging while waiting for Maghrib to arrive.

BREAK FAST!

GB fetched me from school just now,

walked with the rest to interchange before i waved goodbye to buy KOI.

Walked back to inter where i saw Yoges, Naw and Syafiq waiting for bus.

Hahahahahaha!

53 came, so GB and i went off.

Prayed upon reaching home.

I just woke up.

Thanks for laughing at me GB.

Something extremely funny happened yesterday.

GB and i were at Pastamania, waiting for 7.17 to arrive so that we can break our fast.

When he did something i will never forget.

Good god GB, i almost died laughing.

We went to Uni Qlo yesterday to get my long sleeve.

All set for Cameron.

Hahahahaha.

I shall go get ready the food and drinks before 7.17 comes.

BYEBYE!

___________________

Listen.

If it was my fight alone, i would have dropped it.

Because i know i'm the only one who thinks that way.

But, no.

It isn't my fight alone.

Others have issues too.

I don't have to ask, they share the same views.

I don't have to tell either, they know.

I ain't a sadist.

I don't enjoy bringing people down.

That attitude you're carrying with you can be changed and altered for the better.

It is for your own good.

I assume no one has ever told you straight in the face that what you say sometimes offend others.

In other words, rude.

If i have to be the first, then so be it.

Why don't you open your eyes and realise the situation.

Or if you already do, take the initiative to correct it.

Because we have this image of you sketched in our minds.

It's okay if you want it to stay that way.

It doesn't affect us.

But down the road, it's going to affect you.

Do something about it while there's still a chance.

I don't think you're going to like it very much if you go down the road and find out some of the things people have said or are still saying.

Their opinions.

Or what your own "kind" has said about you.

One even jacked you.

Don't be ignorant.

It's a loss on your part.

2010-07-25T16:33:00.002+08:00

Headed down to the field near 213 to play soccer.

My uncle called us down and asked GB to tag along.

So in the end, it turned out to be a family outing.

I couldn't resist running around.

And thank god my grandfather was there, or else my grandmother would have asked me to sit down on the bench with her.

My uncle arranged for another match next Saturday.

Can't wait!

I think i'm allergic to grass.

I cannot help scratching after that.

Every single time.

My grandparents came home with chicken rice after that.

"Call datuk lah, i kelaparan already!"

So Izzul said.

Hahahahaha!

I bought Xmen Origin yesterday.

And watched it again today.

Awesome.

"Korang dah zuhur ke belum?!"

Hahahaha.

I think my grandmother would have taken the cd and break it in half.

Alright, byebye.

2010-07-24T13:21:00.002+08:00

I went to LP with GB in the morning to get things for breakfast.

Sandwich spread plus Cheese spread is a veryvery nice combination.

I finished my ECD project already!

WOHOOOOOOO!

Freedom.

But i guess there's going to be another project for PPE coming up.

I sat in between Naufal and Ibrahim yesterday.

They were so adorable!

I turned to look at Gb and said,

"This is paradise!"

Hahahaha!

I asked them,

"Can i sit here?"

And Ibrahim tapped on the sit and replied,

"TAN TAN! (can can)"

This kids would be the death of me.

SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

And we were singing, pointing at vehicles, trains.

Hahaha.

Boys will be boys.

GB is looking at me typing out this whole blog post.

And he just laughed.

Laugh some more.

Music to my ears.

I am upset at the fact that i cannot play soccer today, as i always do.

I blame A.B.

And the tv is playing out this concert.

The person sang, "janganlah bersedih".

(don't be sad.)

Thank you, whoever you are.

GOODBYE!

2010-07-23T12:48:00.002+08:00

TGIF.

This week is a bit slacked.

Haha.

I woke up at 7 plus in the morning yesterday and read the text GB sent.

It was still early, and it wasn't time for school yet.

But since he told me he wasn't going to school, and will be heading to the doctor later,

i figured i might as well bathe and accompany him.

So i met him, met the doctor.

Then cabbed to school.

And we were early.

Had breakfast at Mac'd.

After which, i went to school.

GET WELL SOON GB!

Ms pearl let us watch Daddy Day Care yesterday.

I can never get bored of that movie.

Awesome.

Haha!

I can't wait to catch The Last Airbender.

My favourite anime,

finally turned into a movie.

My sister suggested to watch it before we head to Cameron Highlands.

LETS GOOOOOOOO!

Toodles.

2010-07-21T15:19:00.002+08:00

I'm not usually home early.

But i am!

Only for today.

I didn't go for Ms D's lesson.

Because i have an appointment.

Going to school today was a waste of time.

That was what i thought at first.

Ms Toh was on mc.

And we had 3 hours of free period.

So we went to Mac'd.

Then to the CD shop.

Kristin bought My Ex.

Then we headed to student hub to watch it.

Nice show.

Even though it was slow.

Went for PPE after that.

Ms Pearl was sharing some opinion and i found it cute that she was infuriated by some things.

Hahaha!

I met GB outside school after that.

Took the bus home.

Now i'm here blogging.

And A.B has insisted that i read her tumblr.

After this.

Yesterday's cooking assignment went smoothly.

Despite the last minute rush for a stove.

We managed to complete everything.

The fridge cookie was a hit.

Hahahaha!

Ask us for the recipe if you guys want to do it!

Will gladly give it.

I'm going to continue with my project later.

BYEBYE!

______________

FYI,

i meant that as a form of realisation so as to save you from humiliation.

But it seems like you realised it,

but choose to be stubborn.

Look at it this way.

At the end of the day, the one at the losing end is you,

not me.

I don't have a problem with you showcasing.

Do it all you want.

Cause i'm not the one carrying all the humiliation later on.

It's you.

Continue living in self-denial.

I'm perfectly fine with it.

And have no one told you that you're rude?

I'm being brutally honest here.

2010-07-18T19:30:00.002+08:00

I have a swollen ankle.

And a bruised shoulder.

Need i say more?

Despite rejecting the idea of going over for the kenduri,

we were forced to do so.

Thank god i was halfway done with my project.

Changed, then the whole family and GB headed to Sembawang.

It started getting packed by evening.

We were bored waiting so we went to the MPH to play soccer.

Ate dinner after that.

Talk, talk, talk.

Play, play, play.

Headed home around 9 plus.

Day well spent,

other than the fact that we had to sit and wait.

Because i don't like waiting.

I just found something out.

I was almost falling out of my seat, laughing.

It's freaking awesome!

And you guys are stuck in a little world of your own.

Nature's calling.

Till here.

GOODBYE!

_____________________

Alright, you can admit yourself to the asylum already.

You, yes you.

2010-07-17T11:43:00.003+08:00

I'm starting on the project.

After i blog of course.

HEH :D

This may sound ridiculous but i lay in bed just now,

thinking of a lot of things.

General things.

What's happening in my life.

What's happening to the society and whatnot.

And i couldn't help but laugh at this particular saying,

"The people you love are the ones that will hurt you the most."

I think there's a fan group in FB, if i'm not mistaken.

Duhh.

Obviously the people you love will hurt you the most.

For the fact that you love them,

there's a certain expectation that you set whether you realise it or not.

And when those expectations are not met,

you naturally feel let down or disappointed.

That's the truth, live with it.

Yes yes, we all are humans.

Humans make mistakes.

But can you continuously use that reason every time something happens?

You can't always blame the fact that you're born a human.

And for that exact same reason that you are human,

you are well enough to learn from the mistakes you made.

Fair to say.

I personally don't like people who complain too much about their lives.

People who says, "Life sucks cause it's unfair."

Wake up, if you picture your life as a fairytale,

kindly admit yourself to the mental hospital.

Because it's mental to think that way.

There will be some point in your life where you will face a breakdown,

and when you need a shoulder to cry on.

Yes, crying makes you feel better sometimes.

But move on after that, get back up.

If every problem is going to bring you down,

you're never going to enjoy life.

Never going to appreciate life and what's around you.

Problems are the ones that make you stronger.

______________

And we all would do anything to just feel better.

2010-07-16T16:14:00.003+08:00

Mahirah was asking me to update my blog.

HAHAHA!

I've been busy.

The project dateline for PPE was today.

Everybody was rushing to do last minute touch ups.

The cooking will be done on Tuesday though.

My granny told me that we'll be leaving Singapore on the 7, 8 and 9 August.

I was contemplating whether to go or not to go.

But since i had no choice,

i'm going.

GB,

you are most welcome to come to my place while im away.

Call Syimir or Izzul will call you.

Hahaha!

I think i'm going to start on my project tomorrow.

It's been raining since just now.

GB and i brisk walked through the rain from LP.

I hope we don't fall sick.

I met GB at the bus stop just now.

Went up, changed and eat.

Then we went to WS.

Top up, and off to LP.

I can't help but look at the lower secondary students nowadays.

They irk me to no end.

You see a bunch of boys walking and stranded somewhere in the middle,

would be a girl.

She looked a little bit out of place and a little too young to be hanging out with that many boys.

This is my side, i'm just giving my opinion.

Thank god i've graduated.

School's been great.

Life's been fine and awesome.

Alhamdullillah.

I will blog more when my brain decides to recall something blog worthy.

BYEBYE!

And we all definitely know by now that Spain is the new world champion.

Deserving but i still wished it was Germany up there, on the podium.

With Lahm lifting up the cup.

I have the team pasted on my cupboard.

Along with GB's gift.

((:

2010-07-11T19:38:00.003+08:00

Germany came out third for this year's World Cup.

They put up a spectacular display of football this morning,

worthy of remembrance.

They're always the champions in my eyes.

You're future's bright.

Play it well.

Danke ((:

The thought of, "this is their last and final match this year," saddened me.

And waiting another 2 years before seeing them come together again.

I accompanied GB to buy his shoes just now.

Very nice.

And i was so tempted to buy one for myself.

I didn't in the end of course.

I shall wait for my current shoes to spoil.

Headed to Expo for the book sale then.

I bought a book.

Irresistible.

Music and Lyrics is on channel 5 now.

Netherlands vs Spain this morning.

Spain, please seize ball control.

Do not let the Oranje have any opportunity whatsoever,

to do anything on the field.

I despise the Dutch, that much.

Byebye.

2010-07-10T19:22:00.002+08:00

The smell of a dead rat is horrible.

I think i should ban A.B from playing soccer.

She sustained too many injuries.

I could have died of laughter.

Speaking about soccer, Syimir, Izzul and i accompanied GB to his match just now.

That was when i stood near a dead rat.

Hahaha!

Nice game.

So i heard it was Viva La Paris?

Hahaha.

Congrats. ((:

What a bunch of pussies.

Joke of the day.

My dad fetched us after that and we headed to Bedok Corner for dinner.

I was in such a deep conversation with GB that i forgot to eat.

I think my mum and granny must have been wondering why i was eating so slow.

The parakeet predicted Germany to win.

And Spain to lose.

But Paul predicted Holland to lose.

I would like to see who's right.

I want to see Hyhy, Yoges and Kristin dance.

NYAHAHAHAHA!

I want my fried calamari, so Germany,

please gun for that 3rd place.

I have faith in you.

Oezil and Schwensteiger are nominated.

WOHOOOOOO!

Toodles.

2010-07-09T15:49:00.003+08:00

We all know that Germany will meet Uruguay for the 3rd/4th placing.

Germany did their very best and i am forever proud of them.

They're a young team with skillful, talented players.

They'll go far.

2014 awaits you.

You don't want the World cup to be a tv episode.

You can't expect the same country winning and proceeding on every single time.

This World Cup will see a new name on the trophy.

The world will see a new winner.

In which i hope it would not be Netherlands.

I'm not supporting Spain, neither will i rejoice if they were to win.

But i will smile gleefully at the sight of the Oranje, defeated.

Oezil is one hot property.

Clubs are rushing to sign him on.

But please oh please, not Arsenal.

42 million?!

Good god.

One more project on.

I can't wait to cook on Thursday.

Will be going out with GB tomorrow.

2010-07-06T20:31:00.004+08:00

I sacrificed my project because i rushed home.

I checked my phone to find 2 missed calls from A.B.

I called her back but all i heard was air over the other line.

Then i hung up.

After which, she called me back.

She told me Pendek fell from the 3rd floor and broke her leg.

So i rushed home straight after SW.

But they were already on the way to the vet with Pendek.

I came home to see Panjang sleeping, alone under the table.

I came to her and woke her up.

She looked lost without Pendek.

Awwwwww.

So while waiting for Pendek to come home,

i went to Central to take my cheque.

And then proceeded to buy Choco's food and accompany GB to pay bills.

We bumped into my mother,

who happened to be in the bus and spotted Izzul walking beside me.

So she alighted and walked home with us.

Haha!

And while on the way home also,

we bumped into Pendek with my grandparents and A.B.

GB carried the cage up.

Then we let her out.

She was limping so badly.

Thank god the doctor said it was a sprain, with a possibility of a minor fracture that will heal on its own.

I carried her and let her lay on her 'bed'.

After i ate my dinner,

i fed Pendek her painkiller and vitamin.

That was when i noticed a deep cut on her upper lip.

She looked so pitiful after that.

Her eyes were watery.

A.B cleaned her cut.

Heartbreaking.

Get well soon Pendek!

I just completed my assignment.

WOHOOOOOOOO!

If Uruguay wins today, Spain will meet them in the finals for sure.

It's okay Germany, 3rd/4th placing is still bravo.

I will always support you, no matter what.

Ich Liebe Dich.

Freaking Octopus and Parakeet.

Grr.

Alright, goodbye.

______________

It's a green light for Saturday.

Awesome, GB!

((:

2010-07-04T12:14:00.003+08:00

I had a spectacular time watching Germany's match yesterday.

Though there were also a few moments where my heart stopped beating.

It was a brilliant game, ending with the fall of the Argentines.

4-0.

Brilliant Germany, brilliant!

That should be a real confidence boost.

Next up, Germany vs Spain.

It's a sad thing that Brazil is out.

The World wants to watch your samba, not just tactical football.

Dunga, please resign.

GB has been going home at 12 midnight these past 2 days.

Hahahaha.

He and Baidura stayed at my place to watch the matches.

I made fridge cookies again yesterday because Izzul wanted them so much.

And then i helped my Mum make Shepherd Pie.

My granny, sister and GB were in the kitchen helping also.

When my grandmother burst out laughing,

"Like kenduri ahh. HAHAHAHA!"

I had a weird dream about me fishing.

What made it even weirder was that i was fishing at a swimming pool.

And caught a huge Grouper.

-.-"

School starts tomorrow!

WOOOOOOOOOOO!

Alright, byebye!

_____________

TRUST.

That's the keyword.

You can't possibly go on blaming every single thing based on gender, race or religion.

Yes, stereotypes would go,

"Guys are like that...."

etc.

But the truth is, we humans are the same.

The only thing that differ us is the way we think.

You want to know what makes life great?

No one has an exact answer to that.

Everything in this world is just a theory.

What makes life great is based on each individuals' take on things.

To me, life is made great when you want it to be.

When you make an effort to make it great.

With the people who you love, treasure and cherish.

Life is great when you have something to hold on to,

be it a religion or a belief.

Life is great because Allah is almighty,

He doesn't think twice to give you what you want or need.

Life is great because Allah is fair to His subjects.

Don't fret, don't complain.

You know you're facing a problem because He loves you.

2010-07-02T12:10:00.002+08:00

World Cup starts again tonight!

Brazil's match against Holland first.

Tomorrow's match will be Germany vs Argentina.

Grr.

Panjang is making so much noise outside because she's trying to catch a big fat lizard that has positioned itself up high on the wall.

There's no way i'm going to help you!

Pendek is quietly sitting on my lap now.

She's always the good one.

My grandmother is cooking Nasi Pakistan.

And i'm very very hungry.

Oh yeah.

My brothers were fighting over the fridge cookie yesterday night.

And i told Izzul that if he wants me to make them again,

i need cash.

So he ran to the kitchen and told my granny,

"Nenek, kakak yah wants 10 dollars!"

"For what?"

"I don't know."

"Call her here."

Then he ran all the way back to my room, laughing and told me to go to the kitchen.

I asked him what he told my grandmother.

He answered, (please refer to the conversation above),

and then laughed.

I asked him why he answered "i don't know",

he just laughed.

Cheeky.

I'm waiting for GB to come.

GUITAR!

Then he'll be heading to the mosque for prayers before coming back.

I'm going to ask for permission, GB!

Alright, toodles!

2010-06-30T14:44:00.002+08:00

I just made fridge cookie with GB.

Lets wait for it to refrigerate.

((:

Spain won.

WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Bye Portugal.

Last Monday was Syimir Burne's birthday.

Since i didn't get a chance to blog, this is an opportunity to wish him here,

HAPPY 12TH BIRTHDAY!

Study hard for PSLE and stay Kapak always.

Panjang just smashed a vase to smithereens just now.

Okay, im exaggerating.

She did broke the vase, it broke into half.

My granny's not home.

I think she's going to chase Panjang out when she does come back.

Alright, byebye!

2010-06-27T11:50:00.002+08:00

So it's Uruguay vs Ghana for the next round.

I really wanted South Korea to win.

ASIANS, MUST SUPPORT!

But, they did played to their very best.

Proud of you Korea.

Now Japan is the only hope.

Please give your free kicks that magic touch again.

Tonight is Germany's game against England.

I'm a little bit panicky and scared when i think about it.

I hope England won't change history.

Go Go Germany!

My hopes were dashed when i found out that Oezil is dating a widow.

Who happened to be 7 years older than him.

But, i was happy when i found out that he was a Muslim.

Weeeeeeeee~

I told GB that i might be a lesbian.

I was staring at Schwensteiger's girlfriend rather than him.

She's hot!

A.B told me to get a Twitter.

HAHAHAHA!

Goodbye!

___________

Please inflict physical pain.

2010-06-26T11:53:00.002+08:00

Tonight marks the beginning of the round of 16.

Brazil's match against Portugal was a disappointment.

Despite the fact that we all know Brazil was already going through,

goals were expected in the game.

But no, nada.

Negative.

Spain got through.

Congrats (:

The primary school kids and secondary are starting school this Monday.

Kids, make use of today and tomorrow, well.

I'll still be having holidays.

Wohooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

I accompanied Syimir and Izzulbaqir Burne to get their haircut yesterday.

The moment Izzul was done,

i said,

"Badboy alert."

he looked adorable yet cheeky with that look.

Unfortunately, the elders weren't very pleased with it,

so my dad did some amendments to his hair.

In which he protested.

And sulked for a while.

Hahaha!

I am very hungry.

My grandmother is cooking something that smells oh-so delicious.

Next stop; The Kitchen.

GB GB GB!

i got my eyes on you.

2010-06-25T00:38:00.002+08:00

Italy's match against Slovakia yesterday was very entertaining.

It was a good fight.

Still, kudos to Slovakia.

They deserved it.

Italy should go back home with pride.

Germany is through to the last 16!

Thanks to Oezil for scoring that 1 terrific goal.

I love you Germany!

Big match coming up,

against England.

Do your country proud (:

Went to Nina's place to cook yesterday.

But we went grocery shopping before hand.

Due to the time constraint, we only cooked the soup.

So the baking and meal cooking will be done on next Tuesday.

Can't wait!

Oh yeah, the soup turned out to taste real good.

Hahaha!

Went home with GB after that.

Like usual,

i'm waiting for him to finish prayers now.

Then we're heading out.

I cannot stop laughing every time i read this person's blog.

The sentences are structured in such a weird way.

And almost always end with a haha or hahahahaha.

O.0

Izzulbaqir Burne taught me how to dance to the Waka Waka song yesterday.

He's been laughing a lot these few days.

It's very adorable.

And his laughter is absolutely contagious.

Two days ago, he was joking around with us.

Then he suddenly stared at A.B.

So she stared back.

And he laughed, like something so hilarious just happened.

He sat on my lap after that.

And i was clowning around, he laughed,

bent forward (& forgot that the floor was right below),

and hit the floor.

His lips bled as the aftermath.

HAHAHAHA!

Just yesterday, while watching Italy's match,

i was telling him how Nina sneeze.

(sorry Nina! :D)

He laughed and laughed.

Then asked me to do it again.

Cheeky!

I've got things to do today!

So byebye.

Brazil vs Portugal at 10pm.

2010-06-23T19:52:00.002+08:00

TSAMINA MINA EHH EHH!

WAKA WAKA EHH EHH!

Big matches today.

England vs Slovenia.

USA vs Algeria.

Both at 10.

Germany vs Ghana.

Serbia vs Australia.

Both at 2.30 am.

Germany, my hopes are on you.

Pretty please!

Went to Mama's school with A.B and GB today.

Helped her with things.

My mum asked GB to draw an apple.

He walked to me, bent down to my ear and whispered,

"How to draw apple?"

Hahahahahaha, adorable.

My mum heard and laughed.

Then she said,

"Alamak, i asked the wrong person."

So i drew an apple.

Then i took a good look at it and said that it looks horrible.

GB snatched the paper away from me, took the marker and draw.

I watched him draw the apple out, after which i exclaimed,

"How can his apple be much more nicer than mine?!"

He just smiled and raised his eyebrows.

"So much for not knowing how to draw."

HMPF!

I love my brothers.

They're so close to each other despite the age gap.

They can make each other laugh so hard.

They do stupid things together, laugh at each other's lame jokes.

Then fight a little, with one of them crying at the end.

Then they're okay again.

They whole cycle starts again after that.

A.B and i love disturbing Syimir and Izzul.

Syimir especially.

Hahahaha!

I think Izzul is better at finding videos of Justin Bieber on Youtube compared to me.

He's obsessed with him.

Just recently, Syimir asked me if JB was dating Kim Kardashian.

I didn't entertain his question because i was busy with something else.

So he moved to A.B and asked her instead.

Which she then replied,

"She's old enough to be his mother."

"What do you mean??"

HAHAHAHA!

Alright, byebye!

2010-06-22T11:57:00.004+08:00

I had the most awesome birthday celebration!

Like i said, this is a sweet 17.

Thank you GB so much for the day.

I hope you enjoyed your birthday too.

Thanks for the surprises and gifts.

The treats.

You're a brilliant planner.

((:

Thank you all for the wishes also.

From the wishes from my family,

to the text messages from cousins and friends,

and the wishes from people on FB.

Appreciate it :D

So the day started out with a morning phone call.

And then off to meet GB at 11.45.

He closed my eyes and led me to some place so quiet.

Hahaha!

DONUTS!

We exchanged gifts after that.

I love the handmade present the most. ((:

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!

Headed to play the Bumper Ride after that.

That was certainly enjoyable.

Best GB?

BUMP ME HERE AND THERE.

Took the Virtual ride after that.

3D.

Awesome!

Headed to Far East after that.

Had lunch.

Then we had some quiet time together.

So this was where the whole conspiracy theory unfolded.

GB was so keen to bring me home.

Of course i got suspicious, because usually,

he wouldn't want me to go home.

Hahahaha!

We took the taxi to my place.

Went to the shop because he wanted to buy Syimir his present.

Then he called Amir to meet us downstairs.

Made both of us wait.

Then he told us to cover each other's eyes.

Dragged us upstairs.

Removed my sandals.

And then my sister and grandmother told us to open our eyes and,

TADA!

Happy Birthday!

Cake, KFC.

Thanks A.B for the surprise.

Nice collaboration with GB.

My bedroom is filled with balloons now.

It's almost impossible to walk without kicking the balloons away.

Haha!

We celebrated my birthday, GB's, Syimir's, my granny and Father's day.

Thank you so much.

I love you guys!

This post is filled with thank yous.

Hahaha.

Pictures up at FB!

____________

I just fed the cats medicine.

Panjang was so mischievous.

She kept spitting the medicine out.

I hope you kitties get better.

GB, bring choco here!

2010-06-20T22:44:00.004+08:00

I remembered that i wouldn't have the opportunity to blog tomorrow thus,

im blogging now.

I came home around 8.15pm.

Went out at 5.

Met Mummy, Farah, Gb's uncle around 6.

Headed to Swensens.

GB's brother came afterwards.

We ordered, and i was so full.

All i wanted to do was sit there and not move.

Thank you Mummy for the treat!

((:

Italy's game is on, against New Zealand.

1-1.

Halftime now.

This World Cup is really full of surprises.

The big teams are not shining.

The underdogs are instead.

Speaking of surprises,

tomorrow would be full of them.

Heh! :D

So this is an advance;

Happy 17th Birthday GB!

I'll see you tomorrow.

Enjoy yeah?

Wait for it (;

uoyevoli.

Happy 18th Birthday Nuri!

May Allah bless you.

See you around cousin!

Loads of love (:

Happy 17th Birthday Hafiza!

All the best babe (:

Happy Birthday Frank Lampard!

Haha, make England proud man.

Happy Birthday Kris Allen!

No more albums coming up?

((:

___________

Brazil's game at 2.30am.

ALARM PLEASE!

Countdown to 17.

Bye 16, i will remember you.

There's a conspiracy going on in this house.

One that i'm being kept out of.

Hmmmm.

When this is over, i will hunt you people with the story from A to Z!

That includes you GB!

Celebrating Father's Day tomorrow too.

Kentucky Fried Chicken!

2010-06-20T11:58:00.003+08:00

Lets enjoy the last day of being sixteen.

Despite not looking forward for the BBQ yesterday,

(because i was lazy to travel to the other end of Singapore).

The BBQ turned out fine.

With the right and awesome people.

From getting molested by Ayu,

to bbq-ing marshmallows and getting teased by Wei Xiang & Vinodh,

to dancing with Nina and Yoges,

And joking around with the Mahirahs, Nawarah and more.

To taking loads and loads of pictures.

And letting Trinity hold my hand,

playing catching,

the bbq was great.

I love you ICB!

Kristin, Utt, Shikin, Zul!

Upload the pictures soon (:

Ohh, thank you Ezekiel for the birthday gift.

Appreciate it.

Germany frigging lost to Serbia,

two days ago.

Serbia's defending was great,

far too great.

Germany fell apart after the referee gave an unnecessary yellow card to Klose.

He already had one yellow, which contributed to a red card.

I could feel Joachim Loew's frustration.

Germany, please please win the game against Ghana.

You HAVE to.

I found out something embarrassing about someone yesterday.

HAHAHAHAHA!

Still had the cheek to put it up on his status some more.

Mental i tell you.

____________________

I think you people are ballistic.

Sympathy?

Weigh down the story properly before you even shoot out words of untruth.

She's been the only one working hard enough.

The only responsible one.

And she, who you said did nothing at all,

did EVERYTHING anyone can never imagined.

Much more than you could probably do yourself.

Against all odds.

So shut you trap, because you have no fucking right to say anything.

Honestly, you don't.

I've given up hope, we all have.

It's time you people realise what damage has been done.

Happy Father's Day yeah?

__________________

Hey GB,

i can't wait for tomorrow.

2010-06-18T12:34:00.005+08:00

Drink ENO to relieve wind.

OMG.

I feel very uncomfortable.

I think my sister and brother has the tendency to wear on their Germany shirt/jersey everytime there's a Germany match.

Which there will be, today.

At 7.30pm.

HI OEZIL!

Argentina's game yesterday was nice.

Higuain scored a hat trick.

Nice one.

I really wanted Messi to score.

The third goal should have been his.

Nevertheless,

he's a real sport.

Spain was a real pain to watch.

period.

And how the hell did France lose to Mexico?!

-.-"

CMI.

Went to T3 again yesterday for project meeting.

We've decided on the recipes.

Meeting again next Tuesday at Nina's place,

to buy ingredients and cook.

Can't wait!

Ohh, bumped into Syafiq also yesterday.

Hahaha!

He was on the way to meeting Opah.

And Opah was so cute,

she texted me, asking if i have a black or grey shirt because the GCs are wearing that colour.

I then replied, telling her i was in FC instead of GC.

Hahaha, opah opah :D

Me and Gb headed home after that.

I'm waiting for his arrival after prayers.

((:

While watching Spain's game.

Izzulbaqir Burne was laughing at A.B.

He was leaning forward while laughing so hard,

and then fell forward onto the floor.

Which, got us laughing harder.

And then A.B was laughing back at Izzul,

which resulted in her falling sideways, off the chair.

So we laughed even harder.

Izzul stood up, ran back and forth.

I don't know why he did that.

HAHAHAHA!

I'll be busy busy busy.

ICB's bbq tomorrow.

Might be going out with GB's family on Sunday.

Will be going out on Monday.

Then again on Tuesday.

Good god,

i have gas.

BYE!

___________

"I like Spain, they communicate very well with each other." GB said.

"Of course lah, they all speak Spanish."

-silence-

He burst out laughing.

Gb, Gb.

You tell me the most funniest of things sometimes.

2010-06-15T23:58:00.002+08:00

I'm staying up with Syimir Burne,

because he forced me to play Scrabble while waiting for Brazil's match to start at 2.30am.

So i went online also, to not get bored.

Now i'm playing Scrabble while chatting with GB.

And blogging.

My family, Gb and I headed to T3 yesterday.

Izzulbaqir Burne wanted to try out the slide so much.

Since it was the free slide,

we all took the opportunity to try.

Hahaha.

Headed to Budget Terminal after that to fetch Mummy and Farah.

My mum met Gb's mum for the first time.

When two parents meet,

it's natural for us to feel a little bit,

fearful.

GB went off to eat with his family after that.

Sorry we didn't tag along!

And thanks for the bag and souvenirs ((:

My family and i went home.

GB came to my place to watch Holland's match.

After which, he went back home.

Hahahaha!

Now got web ready, easier.

Went out at 11 today.

Took the bus to T3, again.

Did our project.

Played the slide.

Head to Mac'd, and went off after that.

GB and i went to CS to catch Marmaduke.

Nice show.

Very cute, haha.

There's something wrong with me today.

I keep mispronouncing words.

"That's Ah Wang's dessert, eh no desert."

Nina was the first one to burst out laughing.

And then i realised that i re-corrected myself for nothing.

The first one was correct.

"Kunyit is onion right?" said GB.

"Ahh yah, kunyit is onion." i answered. -insert sarcasm-

"Eh no, kunyit is ginger!"

"Ahh yes, kunyit is ginger."

"Then what?!"

"Kunyit is tumeric powder lah!"

"Ohhhhh, HAHAHAHAHAHAH!"

And whoever taught you that vase in Malay is palsu.

Lol.

Byebye!

____________

I believe that when it's over, it really is over.

No strings attached.

So don't come saying all those bullshit,

because you choose to make it happen.

At the end of the day,

you're the one with the choices.

Don't regret the decisions you make.

Stand by what you said.

2010-06-14T12:02:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 2.30 am for Germany's match.

They played beautifully.

Oezil is one awesome player.

He assisted two out of the four goals.

He tried scoring a few times but it wasn't his luck.

Marin is so cute!

So small and agile.

Hahahaha.

The Aussies were constantly harassed by the Germans.

They're so verbal that i could read what they were saying to the refs.

"Fuck you ref, that was bullshit!"

HAHAHAHAHA!

Tim Cahill got a straight red card.

Australia was down to 10 men, without their captain.

He deserved it.

He pressed down on Podolski's ankle.

Then slide in between Schwensteiger's legs.

It was a damn good game.

Worth me sacrificing my sleep.

((:

A.B and Syimir Burne died together today morning while watching the game.

There was a moth and it landed on my leg.

Syimir screamed and fell off the chair towards A.B,

who was screaming also.

"That moth's a bitch!" said Syimir.

And i couldn't help but laugh because whatever he said didn't make sense.

Yesterday, while i was making Milo in the kitchen,

i joked around with Syimir and Izzul.

And then Syimir said,

"Kakak Yah, you are FON."

"Wth is fon?!"

(i thought he wanted to say fun)

"FULL-OF-NONSENSE"

-.-"

Highlights at 1pm!

BYEBYE :D

Ich Liebe Dich Germany <3

2010-06-13T12:31:00.003+08:00

The virus is being passed around.

Izzul just recovered.

And now my dad's down with it.

Park was so cute yesterday.

Especially after he scored the second goal for Korea.

Hahahaha.

Good game.

GB went off at 9.30 after the game.

Argentina was fast-paced during the first half.

They slowed down the game after halftime.

Teves, Messi, Veron, Higuain had loads of chances to score.

But the Nigeria keeper was too good.

It really wasn't Messi's day yesterday.

My brothers are obsessed with Justin Bieber.

They've been watching Never Say Never music video over and over.

Jay Smith is my eye candy.

I didn't bother staying up for the 2.30 match.

It was a draw anyway, between England and USA.

Germany's game is at 2.30am today!

Set alarm clock.

Ballack oh Ballack.

Germany's not the same without you.

But there's still Lahm, Podolski and my lovely Bastian Schweinsteiger.

((:

Holland's game is tomorrow at 7.30pm.

We're going to watch planes tomorrow.

Aidah Burne is a noob at bathing the cats.

She's asking me where the shampoo is.

And she's creating havoc over Panjang's collar.

I WILL NOT HELP.

Ooooooh, i better go fold the clothes.

The Queen of all queens is roaming the house.

BYE!

GB'S HERE!

2010-06-11T21:23:00.002+08:00

It's officially the holidays!

Today was great.

Went to school.

Ms Pearl's lesson was just an hour.

Discussed the class bbq, then broke into groups.

We did practically nothing.

Slack.

Ms D's lesson was err,

LOUD.

We watched Shutter.

And Nina was sitting beside me.

I think her screams shocked me more than the ghost.

Ms Wong's lesson was the best.

They did presentation.

Which ended at 11.55 am.

And then Ms Wong told us to enjoy our holidays and released us at 12.

Which was an hour early.

So i hugged the rest goodbye, told them to enjoy their holidays and went off.

Took the bus straight home.

GB was waiting at the bus stop when i alighted.

Hahahaha!

Thanks ((:

Went home, he put his bag and headed for prayers after that.

I ate lunch.

Talked.

Waited.

And then my siblings, Granny, GB and i headed out at 3.15.

We waited to be seated.

Got in,

and so the movie began.

KARATE KID WAS THE BOMB!

I recommend it.

Definitely hunting for the DVD once it's released.

Met my mum and dad after the movie.

GB and i went to buy drinks from CupWalker.

Then we met the rest at DT.

Bought things then went home.

We talked, laughed.

Syimir did some karate.

Hahahaha!

GB went off at 9.10.

And here i am,

blogging.

While waiting for the opening match of World Cup.

I told GB that he should stay over when there's important matches.

Since today's opening match is shown on Channel 5.

It's Africa vs Mexico anyway.

GO GO GERMANY!

We'll be fetching Mummy and Farah on Monday.

Weeeeeeeeeee~

Izzulbaqir Burne caught my virus.

Get well soon!

PCD broke up.

Hah, expected.

I want to see the new members though.

Pictures up at FB.

TOODLES!

2010-06-10T20:16:00.003+08:00

How many days since the last update?

World cup is starting tomorrow!

WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Eh GB, stay over here lah.

Hahahahaha :D

We're watching Karate Kid tomorrow.

My siblings, Granny, GB and I.

Maybe my mum's following.

My granny, yes.

She wanted to watch Karate Kid so much, so we asked her along.

Heh!

Bowling yesterday was very enjoyable.

So many bloopers.

HAHAHAHA!

I think Vera uploaded the pictures at FB already.

Ms D released us a bit late to finish off the presentation just now.

Thank God the project's over!

But,

we headed to J8 rooftop after that to start on a new project.

In which we went to Mac and left at 7.

And i'm home.

Only just.

HOLIDAY COMING UP!

Byebye ((:

2010-06-06T18:28:00.002+08:00

Virus infection takes a week to recover.

True indeed.

I think my lungs are conspiring against me.

The fever's gone.

I'm looking forward to coming back tomorrow.

Plus, tomorrow's the 7th!

Happy 6th in advance GB :D

One more week to the June holidays.

Events and celebrations lined up.

Projects.

It's going to be a busybusy holiday period.

A bazaar is a good place to spend money.

Mostly on food.

BURGER RAMLY, DUHH!

This last week of school is going to be filled with tests and projects due.

There's nothing on tomorrow,

except maybe i have to do my oral presentation.

Napfa on Tuesday. (because ICB girls are daredevils)

LFS assignment to be handed in on Wednesday.

Plus ECD's project.

Thursday, oral presentation again.

And we're starting our new project on Thursday also.

Friday, nothing on.

KARATE KID AFTER THAT!

So yeah,

that's about it.

BYEBYE!

2010-06-03T16:34:00.003+08:00

I am currently perspiring.

Ya lah, i ran 2.4 just now.

NOT.

Virus infection are the best.

38.8 all the way till today morning.

I think i look like a ghost now.

Pallid skin, dark circles.

Thanks GB for coming over and taking care of me.

Sorry for having to keep up with my needs.

SB <3

Coming back to school tomorrow.

My cats caught a huge tree lizard.

they brought it home, still alive.

And played around with it till it's dead now.

Alright.

GOODBYE!

2010-05-30T17:00:00.003+08:00

Went to Wak Nong's house yesterday to visit Nyayi.

I got to know that Rifa bought 2 new rabbits.

AWESOME!

And there's a lot of things going on during the holidays.

Chalet, BBQ, projects.

WOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Anyway,

we went to DT after that.

Headed to the Explorer Kids to play the Bumper Ride.

GB, thanks for the vid and pics!

We'll ride it soon (:

I just watched Evolusi KL Drift 2 just now.

This Izzulbaqir has one good memory.

The show isn't bad at all.

My grandparents came home from JB buying loads of DVD.

They bought Darah.

-.-"

Planned to go jogging.

But the weather is threatening.

NAPHA ON TUESDAY!

Adios.

2010-05-28T21:17:00.002+08:00

My grandfather bought Syimir Burne a new waveboard.

He deserved it anyway.

KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK AMIR!

He called me but i didn't pick up.

So he bought me Mee Goreng anyway.

BUT!

I'm full.

Cause GB and i went to have our lunch at Pastamania just now.

And i don't feel like eating dinner.

Sorry Datuk,

i'll eat it tomorrow.

Anyhoots.

Went off early in the morning.

Headed to Raudah's place.

Completed everything.

WOHOOOOOOOOOOO!

Good job girls.

After which Angie's parents sent us to Paris Inter.

GB and i went to places.

Thanks for today!

I had fun :D

SB. <3

ANGIE TAN!

I sent you the Powerpoint slides already.

And i had fun playing around with Vera's camera.

Hahaha.

Too bad Nina was missing.

We shall photoshop your face.

Alright, update more later.

GOODBYE!

2010-05-27T19:19:00.002+08:00

Back from school!

Ms Pearl assigned us with a new project.

Right after we submitted our first assignment.

And everyone was extra chaotic and panicky today.

HAHAHA!

Going over to Raudah's tomorrow.

Must complete the project!

And off for date after that.

I just sent my CE project to Ms Wong.

ONE DOWN!

Monday's the telephone test.

And then Napha on Tuesday.

WEEEEEEEEEEEE~

GB,

you know what to do on Sunday!

I had fun playing Ice and Water and catching these days.

Never fail, after every break.

I need a new shoe.

Thanks to Vinodh!

Alright, off i go!

2010-05-26T19:41:00.002+08:00

BUSY!

GB sent me to school today.

Thank you!

Oh, thanks for fetching also.

This Friday is Vesak Day.

Time to complete our project.

BUT!

it's time to have fun and relax a bit too.

Someone made me scream like a girl today.

Well, almost.

I'm going to get back at you.

(;

We sat for the profiling test today.

Yeah, the results are VERY accurate.

And we completed our "family tree"at the student hub just now.

It's complicated.

VERY complicated.

Hahahaha!

Alright, assignment due tomorrow.

BYE!

2010-05-22T12:25:00.002+08:00

Good afternoon!

I'm rechecking my CE project.

Hahahaha.

This is what you call OCD.

I'm going to do that for PPE also.

Alright, bye!

Misunderstood.

And don't make it obvious,

i know who you are.

2010-05-21T20:57:00.004+08:00

Ms Dorcus's class was really really fun just now.

Hahahahha.

I accidentally pushed Yoges when i was actually trying to hold onto her for support.

Because i was laughing too much at what she did.

Honestly Yoges,

were you at F1 or something?!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Anyhoots.

We went to Raudah's place to complete our project.

After which Raudah brought us to the pool.

BRING SWIMMING COSTUME AH NEXT TIME!

And Ms Pearl asked if we wanted to see Trini.

So we went down and she was sleeping so soundly in the car.

Chubby baby.

She's bringing her for ICB's BBQ.

Which i really am excited for.

I rushed home from school yesterday because my parents and granny went to Aidah Burne's graduation ceremony.

And my granny passed the house key to GB and asked if he could fetch Izzul from school and babysit him for a while.

So yes.

I rushed like some mad woman, and managed to reach on time.

So GB and i fetched him, went home.

And then we entertained him.

Syimir reached home shortly after that.

And i let the cats in.

CHAOS!

My grandfather came home after that.

He asked if all of us have eaten dinner.

Which obviously we hadn't but we answered yes anyway.

GB left only at 8.

THANKS A LOT GB!

ICB went crazy in the office room yesterday also.

We were pranking everyone using the office phone.

Nina with her Tamil.

And this Atika with her scary voice.

Jannah was chasing Yoges around.

And we played Ali Pomp for a while inside.

Using the Wall.

HAHAHAHAHA!

During break,

we played all the tricky games.

I swear they were so clueless.

I think the whole canteen could hear our laughters.

Nina always screams.

And because of her, the rest starts screaming.

This Angie ahh,

she's becoming crazier by the minute.

Ever since she hit her head on the wall.

-.-"

OH YAH.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY SYAFIQ!

My grandfather is playing Hindustan songs on his phone.

Feeling feeling.

Hahahahaha.

I AM NOT DRINKING A WHOLE BOTTLE OF MILK ANYMORE.

Period.

I've learnt my lesson.

Panjang just jumped on me and then on the keyboard.

So the whole of my MSN convo went,

"ahihhhhhhhhhhhhhkjkjdoedml"

Okay, bye!

2010-05-20T18:36:00.003+08:00

First and foremost, this is for Rahmat.

dude, this really has got nothing to do with you.

You say she knocked all the common sense out of me?

You're wrong about it. This here is coming from my mouth. May i ask why in the first place you have to interfere? Yea you say cause he is your buddy and is right for you to talk for him at times.

but try reading what Syirah posted on previous post. It doesnt even concern any of you.

You guys choose to follow what you saw at hamdy's profile cause of what he said.

Then again did you guys choose to to listen to my part of the story?

Nooooo. Blind followers i shall say? If you guys have objections about this then come and tell me really.

Your understanding really sucks, cause of what you put in your status all this comes up.

Its always been between you, me, Syirah.

Cant you stand up for yourself once in awhile?

Then again it comes to rahmat, helping friends does have limits. May i know why you choose Hamdy's side? without even knowing the story? Same goes to the rest of you.

That shows what i mean by being blind followers true?

then again i can say its because of what Hamdy's statement thats why things turn out this way.

There was never a ''we'' in what happened.

Kering please grow up, honestly.

Zaman, you've got nothing to do with this either.

Look im choosing my way into leaving you guys.

Cause in the first place true friends wouldn't take sides.

Somebody said i've been treating you guys like rubbish, and if you wanna take it that way then alright for me.

Im happy with the way my life is now. Those that dont have a problem with me then great, at least you guys have good understanding in this situation.

Last but not least i'd like to say thanks to Hamdy for giving me Syirah.

No regrets in having her definitely.

She changed my life for the better and i love the way it is now.

So for the rest of you, goodluck in whatever you do.

Hope you succeed.

Sayonara! =D

-Gadafi.

2010-05-20T17:38:00.002+08:00

THIS IS A FINAL POST DEDICATED TO YOU HAMDY.

first, let me clear every single point that you misunderstood on both your status.

Whoever said anything about controlling your life?

I believe you're capable enough of doing that on your own without even your friends helping.

True?

My days of "controlling"your life was over.

yes, i'm not related to you anymore.

Thus, it's over.

But listen, in order to start a fire, there must be a match or any other medium to light it up.

So where you got to now, where did your motivation come from?

At least where did it start.

I'm not saying it was entirely my doing, you did it on your own too (for that, congrats).

Living the way how it's fated to be.

Need i remind you again, who broke up with who?

So in this sense, I AM THE ONE who's leaving MY life the way it's fated to be.

See, wasn't jealousy a huge form of destruction?

I'm not angry at the fact that you're flirting with girls,

at the end of the day, why should i?

I'm angry at the fact that whatever happened after the break up was a series of events that was unfortunate.

There wasn't anything necessary for the matter to blow up, really.

And now i'm angry at the fact that you failed to acknowledge my posts days after the break up.

Yet, you choose to acknowledge it now when it was just one small paragraph.

So what sparked your anger if what i was saying wasn't true?

If you needed to clear it out, there's such thing called sms or MSN.

You putting it on your FB status caused this whole thing to blow.

People who weren't reading and didn't even know my blog ever existed are reading my blog just because you misused the word "we".

There wasn't any "we" to start with,

that paragraph was purely for you and you only.

No one else.

Which brings me to the ultimate question,

why are the rest so worked up over this?

I'm sure a girl like me wouldn't be a problem for you to handle.

So if they're backing you up, don't you feel insulted?

Cause i'm sure you can stand up for your own.

Yeah, shoot me back the answer ,"because they're my friends, they were just trying to help".

Ohh please.

Helping friends comes with a limit.

You need to know when to help and when to leave the matter alone.

The second status,

never caused chaos huh?

I'm pretty sure that's bullshit.

Because as far as i recall,

there were a lot of chaotic moments when me and Gada got super close.

See, you guys were doing it,

we were the one receiving it,

maybe that's the reason why you don't remember leading to that statement being said,

but victims never forget.

We lived our own lives after that.

We ignored.

That's why things were calm and cool for a few months.

We were on talking terms.

We could co-exist.

Now you're saying that Gada and I don't know what's going on in your life.

Did it occur to you that you said i'm not related to you anymore, thus,

getting to know your life story would be pointless.

And Hamdy,

if i had lost all sense of respect for you,

i wouldn't have asked for your permission the other day.

Remember you told me,

"I'm not going to go to your FB profile or your blog anymore."

So what happened to that?

Why now back out of your words?

So yes, i've got that done with.

Now, i'm putting this across.

Who was the one who consistently repeated this line,

"You should get together with Gada, just get together. "

Who was the one?

I am together with him now.

No regrets.

My life changed for the better, Alhamdullilah.

Things would have been fine if we left it right.

But what made me burst out after the break up was,

"ya lah, lepas break up happy2, i sit there, one corner nangis mcm budak sial."

Danial was there, Gada was there.

Ask them.

Why the hell am i bringing this up?

Because i'm holding a grudge on you because of this.

Other than that, i'm fine.

I want you to realize the fact that people are getting the wrong idea,

because of the wrong usage of words.

These people didn't even have to be involved.

But they chose to and i find it totally unnecessary and worthless.

Yes, you may be an outsider looking on with criticism,

but do you have to rub salt onto the wound?

That was a rhetorical question,

i don't need an answer.

So if the rest needs an explanation, i'd give all of you one alright.

Zaman said we were childish.

So if we were,

why are the rest of you stooping to our level of childishness and bother to actually entertain what is going on?

People who liked the status nonetheless, you're part of it.

Yes Nina, you too.

I don't get why you have to like it.

Never once did it ever cross my mind that you're that kind of person.

I explained that i didn't have anything against you the other day.

And you said, alright, fine.

Okay, matter left to rest.

And now i see this.

Disappointing.

I have a reason for severing our ties.

Because if i hadn't things wold have gotten worst.

I don't have time for you, neither do you have for me.

Cause face it, we're both busy.

And will be busier by the day.

If you wanna ask,

"why do you have time for Gada then?"

Simple.

Because i know his schedule very well.

Because he actually, willingly wants to come to my place to study and hang out.

He willingly fetch me from school even when i said it's okay.

Because he so willingly wants to make time and because the institution we're from,

is similar.

Only the curriculum is different.

And our timetables fits.

This is personal, but i think it's necessary.

Even before school started,

i told him that time would be a problem.

And that we would have to sacrifice.

Hey,

i still don't have freedom.

Remember that.

Sahidah, i'm not surprised.

We never did get along well,

i have to admit.

Cause we have our differences.

Enough said.

And Rahmat, you want honesty?

Honestly, i think you talk too much.

You're asking me to shut my trap, why don't you shut yours?

I know what you've done to girls.

So if you wanna act all holy and innocent,

please stop.

No one's buying it.

And Gada is matured enough to think for his own.

I knocked sense out of him huh?

Sure, that's your opinion.

Gada didn't choose to interfere,

he was already involved.

He isn't backing me up.

This is his fight, always has been.

Zyke, who's the bitch that made YOU an asshole?

I see no point in trying to talk to you.

Because one,

you're so big headed that you would never want to back down.

Two,

because i don't have any thing to prove to you.

I don't have to.

So if you still want to stoop to our "childish" behaviour , be my guest.

Khairul,

i've got nothing against you.

And i've got nothing to say to you.

Again, if you choose to still interfere,

go ahead.

Kering,

Hahahahahaha!

No comments.

Raqiib,

dude, i really have nothing against you.

Like the rest, go ahead and do what you feel like doing.

All the best.

After all these,

i'm not going to be bothered anymore.

I don't see you guys around anyway.

So why should i?

And your impressions don't matter.

I've chucked all you people aside.

So after this,

if you still want to pursue this matter,

kindly talk to the wall.

Cause when i say i don't entertain, i really mean it.

Sakit kan hati korang je kan kalau berbual orang tak layan.

One more thing,

thanks for actually entertaining us.

It proves that it still means something.

Hamdy,

if you need to clear things up, contact me.

There's no need to put it on your status.

It's just between you and i.

if you want the rest to know, you want your friends to know,

you can tell them by word of mouth after that.

FB's status's box is insufficient for your piece of mind anyway.

And you wouldn't expect me to reply there.

I believe i've said what i wanted to say.

This ends here.

Goodbye people.

ps: the post after this would be Gada's.

2010-05-19T16:52:00.002+08:00

SING TO THE TUNE OF SATISFACTION.

Thanks for playing along.

Cause we needed entertainment.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

there's a kid in everyone.

byebye bastards!

2010-05-19T12:56:00.005+08:00

IM HOME!

I went for Ms Toh's lesson only because she warned us that it was very important.

Stayed for break with the girls.

Taught them Molly Golly.

Vera was so funny.

Didn't attend school yesterday.

Went to Polyclinic.

Honestly, it was so cool.

GB knows why.

So stayed at home.

Completed Ms Wong's project.

Then spent the rest of the day studying with GB at home.

Thanks for the company!

I shall finish up my assignments later.

__________

Humour me further will you?

At the end of the day, no one can take away your sins.

Only Him.

Bila part gini baru nak terase.

HAH.

Why would i want to bother about impression when i have cut all ties?

o.0

Fool.

Cause ignorance is bliss.

2010-05-16T21:02:00.003+08:00

let me add on.

all of you really amuse me

So much.

Must stick to old ones ahh?

please, family matters most.

Oh yeah, i forgot.

The kind of environment you're in is "me,myself and i."

i dont regret being where i am.

definitely not.

yeah, rejoice for the fact that you're where you are now.

but lets see if you can make it to the future.

it's about the route.

i'll be where you are, insya'Allah even more than you one day.

i've forgotten all about you guys.

it's my past.

if i do see you in the streets, maybe i'd smile.

but then, you'd just be another acquaintance after that.

you people are not worth remembering.

not worth being nice to.

not worth my time.

have fun being in the company of two-faced bitches!

and you,

i thought you were the nice mature one.

truth be told, i'm starting to think different.

adios, friend.

i dont need two faced people in my life.

byebye.

and for the arsehole,

you flirting with girls on FB,

adding them even when you don't know who the hell they are,

i hope you'll find one suitable candidate for yourself soon.

maybe she'd leave you and start making up stories about you too.

then you'll know how it feel.

yeah, if only the "macam paham"button exists,

i'd have pressed on it for your status.

hah, hypocrite.

ALL OF YOU ARE.

when are you going to learn?

tsk tsk tsk.

sad.

__________________

volcano just erupted huh?

hahaha.

i find these people really amusing.

i shall save them the humiliation,

therefore, no names written.

if you think it's meant for you,

then sure.

it is.

this is my last and final post for all of you.

as of now,

you've been banished from the Memoirs of Insyirah Burne.

2010-05-16T20:21:00.003+08:00

I'm exhausted.

Hahaha.

Woke up. showered and headed to TM after that with GB.

Ate at Mac and paid my bill.

After which we met my family at the stadium.

Went in, waited for the event to start.

My voice is a bit hoarse now.

I took the video of Izzul running.

He ran really well.

I'M PROUD OF YOU LITTLE BROTHER!

His event was the last one, the other two events left was called off due to the heavy rain.

I feel sad for the children.

They must have had their hopes dashed.

All excited and then they didn't get the opportunity to run.

Some Singaporeans are so kiasu.

Honestly, will it hurt you to actually wait?

Or to say excuse me?

-.-"

I completed Ms Pearl's assignment already.

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Oh yeah,

if you've done nothing wrong and you shouldn't have thought that it was meant for you.

2010-05-14T21:33:00.003+08:00

You're getting on my nerves.

Don't be so calculative lah.

Honestly, if you want to live your life that way,

you're not going to get far.

Arrogance will get you nowhere.

If you choose not to trust her then that's your problem.

We could have chosen not to trust you too.

How would you feel?

I'm not your little sister who you can boss around and shout at.

So if you're gonna be rude to me,

and if i happen to answer back just as rudely,

you know you deserved it.

No one's going to step over my head.

Definitely not you.

One more thing,

don't let it turn into something abusive.

You don't control or dictate.

You can guide and advise.

It's not your life, you have no right.

Period.

Had project just now.

We managed to accomplish quite a lot of things.

We ran out of cash though.

Haha! :D

I have 2 assignment due by this month.

So lets chop chop!

Alright, bye.

GB!

can't wait for tomorrow ((:

2010-05-12T21:14:00.002+08:00

I am busy busy busy.

I have a project to complete.

And 2 important assignments.

I already completed one.

Currently working on the 5 page essay.

The lovely girls came over to do our project for ECD just now.

And we played ali pomp after that.

I think the whole neighbourhood knows their names now.

HAHAHAHA!

Was it fun GB?

OKAY.

BYE.

Nina finds my tagboard very irritating.

Hahahaha.

I'm not changing it!

2010-05-09T12:17:00.004+08:00

GB came early yesterday to help cook Roti Kirai.

IT WAS DISASTROUS!

Hahahahaha.

No lah, it was okay actually.

I really can't stand people who boasts.

Why can't they be humble for once?

And putting it on their status on FB.

It's just disgusting.

Still have the cheek to say that they feel sad for the others.

Sheesh.

To all Mothers out there,

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

To Mama,

i know you have been through a lot.

And we really appreciate everything that you do, all the hardwork you put in to raise all of us.

You're one strong woman and i promise you,

i wouldn't want to disappoint you again.

I'll work hard, and make you proud.

I'll help you along the way, in anyway possible.

I love you Mama.

Sorry i didn't get you anything though.

To Nenek,

SELAMAT HARI IBU!

You're the one who's been with us through everything.

You're my pillar of strength.

You're the one whom i look up to.

You're the one I find whenever i need some one.

My life would suck without you.

I know you'll have to go one day,

and i dread for that day to come.

But as long as you're here, i will cherish every moment of it.

All the things that you have done for us,

i really appreciate it.

I will make you proud too, i will.

You're the best grandmother any granddaughter can ask for.

I love you Nenek.

p.s: your cookings are the best!

2010-05-07T20:10:00.003+08:00

It's Friday!

We went off and bought the things we needed at J8.

Then came to my place and completed some parts of the project.

I'm actually very excited to do the Play Kit.

((:

The class BBQ will be on the 19th June.

And i can't wait for our birthdays!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

My mum asked me to come down tomorrow to help out with some duties at her centre for Mother's Day celebration.

Wow, that was one long sentence.

But i think i should get my long needed sleep first.

Mother's Day is this Sunday.

WHAT SHOULD I DO?!

We're watching Avatar next Friday during Ms Wong's lesson.

Awesome.

It's a movie screening organised by the school to raise funds.

LETS BE HELPFUL PEOPLE!

Speaking of which,

my mother refuses to let me donate blood.

She says i'm too young.

-.-"

GB won't let me either.

Sweet, but i will donate one day!

Watch me!

GB, thanks for the help just now.

My group members and i very much appreciate it.

Hey, Happy 5 monthsary!

I think the day was well spent.

Include yesterday too please.

2010-05-04T20:32:00.002+08:00

I really cannot stand people who don't get sarcasm.

I think part of the reason is because sarcasm is one of my strongest medium and if sarcasm fails on that particular someone,

it's really dreadful.

Though at the same time i pity them.

And i definitely cannot stand hypocrites.

Yes,

i have "preached"on how we are all hypocrites in some ways.

It's only if you choose to learn not to be one every time,

in everything you do or say.

Yes, fuck walking contradictions.

Anyhoots!

I'll be occupied with projects now.

Busy busy busy like a bumblebee!

Who's bee am i?

(;

We had the Principal's welcome talk ( yes, after almost a month!), just now.

From which i headed to meet GB.

Thanks for the meal!

You'll make a good cook.

Nina and I exchanged jokes during the talk due to excessive boredom.

And we were laughing like as if we owned the hall.

LAME YOU KNOW THIS NINA!

and Yoges just had to spread the joke around.

-.-"

My granny bought my sister and i a new specs each!

She spent 200 bucks on us.

THANK YOU NENEK!

XOXO

My contact lenses tore in the morning just now.

I was wondering if i should just wear the new specs or open up a new contact lens.

Then i thought about the different degree so i went ahead with opening

a new pair of contact lenses.

I miss one thing;

sending Izzul B Burne to school.

Hahaha.

He's getting cheekier.

He had a wound on his forehead and he complained about it,

in which my grandmother told him,

"it's your own fault lah, you're the one who cannot stop fidgeting!"

and he answered so casually,

"it's not my fault, it's that family's fault!"

I burst out laughing.

And i think my granny was shocked by the reply that she didn't actually scold him for talking back.

PRICELESS.

Alright, i really need bejeweled.

Plus, i wouldn't want to leave someone alone for too long.

GOODBYE!

2010-05-02T11:43:00.002+08:00

My grandparents made an on impulse decision yesterday and brought us to the beach.

So we opened the picnic mat and ate by the seaside.

Then GB, my brothers and i played soccer on the open field.

Went off at 5.

My grandfather treated us to an ice cream each before that.

ONE CRAVING DOWN!

ICB's going to have a BBQ on either the 19th or 26th of June.

At Raudah's place.

And i hope Ms Pearl will bring Trinity along.

There's Enchanted at 7.30pm today.

I watched Tarzan yesterday.

I miss watching that show!

Hahaha!

Can't wait for school tomorrow!

((:

2010-04-30T16:15:00.002+08:00

TGIF.

Ms Dorcus wasn't in school just now so we had free period for 2 hours.

After discussing our project,

we started slacking cause there really was nothing else to do.

And in ms Wong's lesson yesterday,

Raudah took videos of Yoges and Nina.

It's on FB.

HAHAHAHA!

GB is trying to tell me a story but he seems to forget what he wants to say.

AND HE SAYS I CAN'T MULTI-TASK!

hmpf.

Anyway, school's been great.

The dilemma of CCAs still continues.

And i want ice cream real bad.

Alright, bye!

!uoyssimi

2010-04-28T20:29:00.002+08:00

School's been really great.

I already received a project.

And i'm excited about it.

I figured that i'm actually tired of netball.

So i'm going to join floorball instead.

Hahaha!

Everyone knows that school life is mundane.

So there wouldn't be much to update about school.

Except of course the people in there.

As usual, we joke around.

Have our laughs.

And sometimes some people may get on our nerves.

Stereotypes etc.

Common.

But hey,

we're matured growing adults.

Please.

I'm going to restart this comp right now.

ADIOS!

GB!

2010-04-24T16:11:00.002+08:00

I just finished reading up chapter one of ECD.

Not too bad.

Have yet to finish my debate.

Thanks for the help GB!

Went to Tampines to find my handphone cover.

To no avail.

The person said that it'll probably come next week.

So we went to look for shoes.

I hate Cotton On!

Okay, no.

The black shoe only had size 36.

-.-"

Headed to Central after that.

Bought my shoe.

Went home.

Ate.

Studied.

Now i'm here.

And GB's beside me,

watching me blog.

I'm having a dilemma whether to attend netball on Monday.

Nina said she wasn't going.

Raudah hasn't replied me.

Yoges is out of reach.

GO TOP UP YOUR PREPAID LAH!

Alright, bye!

2010-04-22T08:13:00.002+08:00

Yes, it's odd for me to be blogging at this hour.

But i woke up early due to unfortunate circumstances and couldn't get back to sleep.

And since i'm waiting for time to pass by for me to get ready for school,

i decided to go online.

This is making up for the days i went MIA.

I will attack Starhub later.

I demand my questions answered.

Because of them i can't go back to sleep.

Pfft.

School have been fine.

Tiring but fun.

I particularly like Life Skills.

I think it's actually a wonderful module.

It's an eye opener.

Personally, i think students who think they have achieved and are not taking this module,

is at loss for something.

I'm, very determined to get my GPA.

VERY.

Last Monday,

GB fetched me from school after my netball training.

We headed to Tampines after that.

I was happy to finally meet Nina!

Celebrated Afiq's birthday.

Then off we went.

Happy 17th my friend!

Tuesday.

GB came all the way to Bishan to pick me up again.

Thank you!

((:

Spent our time just lazing around.

Went to my place then.

Izzul was so happy to see him.

Wednesday.

I met him at Tampines.

Lazed around again.

I swear i hate cramps.

Went to my place again after that because Izzul wanted to give him something.

Hahaha!

And today,

i'm waiting for school to start.

Bye.

2010-04-18T14:52:00.003+08:00

I had to go through a big huha just to sign into blogger.

Hahaha!

I just came back from WS.

Bought concession and socks.

Had a great time with GB!

Izzul's sport's heats yesterday was well,

heaty.

Hahaha.

But i had fun matchmaking him with his classmate.

He kept looking at his photo with her.

And watched the video again and again.

"GATAL AH YOU!"

What's up with newspapers nowadays?

Almost everyday,

the front page news has some sex related issues.

Or scandals.

Today's one was,

"Stop having sex at my doorstep"

-.-"

I have netball tomorrow.

I know Yoges is excited.

Haha!

And Ika is stalking us all via the internet.

She even found my blog.

(it wasn't difficult to find anyway)

Alright, toddles!

2010-04-16T18:54:00.003+08:00

This is physically draining me.

But it's all worth it.

I will make it worth it.

I'm hungry.

My stomach has emptied all its contents.

And now i need food.

Izzul has sports heat tomorrow.

I'll sacrifice my beauty sleep to watch him.

He wants me to come anyway.

I will little brother!

He hugged me just now and asked why my eyes were red and watery.

I think he and i shares a common bond.

Or he feels what i feel.

That's why i love him.

Plus, he's adorable.

The first week of school has passed.

Tiring, but worth the time.

I reported in the morning just now for nothing.

Ms Pearl was on Mc so we had 3 hours break till 11.

We came back to school for a 45 minutes lesson.

-.-"

So the eight of us decided to invade Swensen's.

Hahaha!

Bought Pizza and fries.

Then we walked around town.

My bunch of friends have a certain expectation.

Either you laugh every few seconds or keep quiet.

That's the criteria.

Nahh, it's an inside joke.

We're almost always laughing.

This Yoges ahh..

Alright,

my mum has called me for dinner.

ADIOS.

because i feel empty,

and this is worse.

2010-04-14T18:34:00.003+08:00

School's been fun.

I'm starting to love my class.

Hahaha.

My bunch of friends are awesome.

And this Yoges is always making everyone laugh.

Bishan and us has a problem.

It's either you're hot, or you're cold.

And for the past two days, we were perspiring like as if we were in the Sahara.

Today, we were freezing like we're in Antarctica.

Tomorrow's timetable is slack.

I'm looking forward to Izzul's sports heat.

Haha!

Alright, byebye.

2010-04-12T20:02:00.002+08:00

School was awesome!

Made friends.

And this Yoges is really hilarious.

Orientation will be going on for 3 days straight.

And i have to report at 8.30 a.m tomorrow.

I tried hunting for them at Fb,

but i couldn't find them.

Haha!

I bumped into some familiar faces there.

I thought i wouldn't know anyone,

but surprise surprise,

there were a few.

My class was very enthu.

My classmates are fun people,

alhamdullillah.

And my leaders were awesome too.

Funny lot.

We were released early,

and i headed down to meet GB.

You ass,

"Eh minah!"

hmpf.

I guess i'm looking forward to tomorrow.

Hahaha.

BYEBYE.

2010-04-11T12:42:00.002+08:00

I'm always amused by cats.

They all have different personalities.

It's amusing really.

Yesterday, Pendek came in the house and watched Tv with us.

I took a picture.

I shall post it up on FB.

Hahaha.

Panjang and Pendek roamed the house yesterday night.

And my grandfather told us to close all the bedroom doors.

So we did.

My mum - who's afraid of cats,

didn't know that they were in the house.

So when she opened the door and wanted to go out,

Panjang gave chase and caused my mum to scream and shut the door.

She was locked in her own room.

Hahahaha.

Just two days ago,

Pendek went to the third floor thinking it was her house.

So my neighbour who owns cats too,

sent her back down.

She went missing a few minutes later again,

so i went looking for her.

I went up to the third floor only to be greeted by this huge black and white cat,

standing guard in front of the door.

She was like a guard dog.

And she wouldn't tear her eyes away from me.

She just kept on staring.

It was a little bit unnerving,

but cute nonetheless.

And GB's little baby,

Choco has her own personality too.

I can go on and on about cats,

but you all will be bored to death.

Might as well make it a documentary on cats right?

Hahahaha.

I am excited.

HEH! :D

Alright, bye.

SCHOOL!

2010-04-09T13:14:00.002+08:00

I think i have something against boys, crowding around in one particular place.

I dread going to the shop every Friday because there'll be lots of them.

At different places.

And apart from them being rowdy and boisterous,

their rudeness is intolerable.

And i really am overprotective of my siblings.

Don't you dare.

This particular classmate of izzul's was being extremely annoying,

reprimanding izzul when she was at fault because she wasn't paying attention.

For the fact that a mum told her to leave Izzul alone and move on,

she ignored her and continue on scolding Izzul.

I couldn't stand just watching so i raised my voice,

only then did she stop.

I swear, if no one was there i would have given you much more.

Rudeness and disrespect is not to be tolerated dear girl.

I really am looking forward to school.

((:

2010-04-07T19:34:00.002+08:00

My mum called in the morning asking me to relief a class.

If it was some other day, when i'm free,

i would gladly relief.

But since i had plans just now,

i had to decline.

Didn't regret though.

Went off to the library to return books.

Borrowed one for my mum's students.

Then off to TM.

Bumped into my old schoolmates.

Headed to school.

Collected my certificate and testimonial.

Then went to GB's place.

Choco is growing vertically instead of horizontally.

She's still cute though.

Still remember when she was so tiny.

She could barely walk.

Syimir texted saying they were flying the new kite.

So chopchop!

We're going again tomorrow.

Pray hope it won't rain.

Alright, bye.

2010-04-06T12:45:00.002+08:00

I enjoyed my night yesterday.

((:

GB came at 6.30 to fetch me.

ent to his place but his mum already came down.

Then we went to TPSS to look for fi's neneng.

Bumped into some teachers.

Haha, my hothot biology teacher.

-.-"

Went to Swensens after that.

Had dinner and dessert.

Then i had to head home.

Thanks for the night GB.

Happy birthday Fi's mummy!

Hahahaha.

I'll be going again tomorrow to run some errands.

I sound almost like a busy girl.

I accompanied my granny and izzul to poly just now.

Nothing's wrong with Izzul but he has an appointment at KKH on the 5th.

That's it for today.

2010-04-05T13:11:00.003+08:00

I can't wait to meet GB later!

And i'm getting a hand of this phone.

It's fun actually.

No complains.

Hahaha.

I said before my brothers are crazy over baby by JB.

And they love singing this particular part where Ludacris rapped.

Only that izzul changed it to,

"When i was six, i had my first love!"

hahahaha!

And what made it funnier was that my dad joined in and sang,

"When i was 30, i had my first love! When i was 36, i got married."

He placed an arm over my mother while he was singing.

-.-"

Ohh Gb,

thanks for the dvd.

I'm going to watch it later!

But don't worry, you can still text me.

you know why.

Alright, adios!

2010-04-04T13:46:00.002+08:00

I finally changed my line.

Thank god.

We don't have a problem already now, do we?

HAHAHA!

I still prefer Sony ericsson though.

But it's okay.

At least there's Wi-Fi.

I'll be seeing you tomorrow GB!

((:

I can't help but laugh everytime i look at Syimir's dictionary.

Not because the dictionary looks funny,

because the post-its he stick on the pages are now curled up so it looks like the dictionary have grown hair.

And it looks hairy.

Reminds me of someone's leg hair.

gruesome.

My grandmother was very angry with Panjang.

Because she destroyed the flower pot.

Hahahaha.

My ears feel naked.

Bye.

2010-04-02T12:57:00.003+08:00

My brothers are crazy over Justin Bieber's- Baby Tap Tap revenge.

And for the fact that my 5 year old brother knows the whole chorus,

i am very much amazed.

I went to LP just now.

No chicken today.

My granny's cooking beef steak.

AWESOME!

My parents bought a new kite for Izzul yesterday.

He wanted the lizard.

It's huge.

Hahahaha.

If it doesn't rain today,

We're going to fly the kite.

I still love my kite though.

((:

I have a sudden obsession with Filipinos.

I told GB that i want to visit the Philippines someday.

Maybe your mum can bring me there.

Hahahaha!

This is all based on the influence of having a half Filipino boyfriend.

And watching a Filipino show.

MARI MAR!

And also because Izzul has a Filipino bestfriend.

BYE.

2010-03-31T18:11:00.003+08:00

Revenge.

Hahaha.

It's been raining since just now.

Good weather to sleep in.

Isn't that right GB?

I went to the library just now.

Returned my brothers' books.

And borrowed Izzul his books.

Headed to DT after that.

Bought lunch and went to GB's place.

Ate, lazed around.

Went to fetch Izzul after that.

I'm excited for his Sport's day.

I just remembered what Syimir said the other time.

He asked GB,"It's,'we are the world connected by atomic bomb'. Right?"

No matter how funny and wrong that sounds,

there's a little bit of sense in that sentence.

If you know what i mean.

I'm looking forward to the 7th.

((:

2010-03-30T13:46:00.002+08:00

Izzul is beginning to get very cheeky.

Just yesterday night, he went in my room to get the air-con controller.

And then he so indifferently told me to take it back later.

I said no.

And when he returned the remote,

he said something like,

"Later you give back the controller ahh, when i was sleeping."

I replied, "When i AM sleeping, not was."

He chose to be defiant.

And in the middle of the whole argument,

he stopped and pointed to something.

This part, is a bit confidential.

Hahahahhaa.

Those who know should, well, know.

He said a few weeks back,

"Abang, i know you love me, i know you care!"

It was on a random impulse.

I just swiveled around, looked at him and burst out laughing.

Syimir calmly replied,

"No i don't."

NYAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

My cats are growing fatter.

We're putting them on a diet now.

Go to my sister's profile.

You'll see how much they've grown.

You know sometimes, even the most littlest of things someone does,

or the simplest of words people say,

it makes a huge impact.

And sometimes, when we get too close for comfort,

we accidentally ignore these things.

These things are the ones that you miss,

making you wish that you can go back to the past and experience that thing again.

Like,

"Hey, i like your hair."

Yeah, those things.

Maybe what i'm saying now doesn't make much sense to some.

But i hope you get the gist of what i'm saying.

Those three words, said too much, they're not enough.

& i don't mean I Love You.

2010-03-29T15:35:00.002+08:00

I really can't imagine myself, still clad in school uniform,

in this sweltering heat.

It's unbearable.

Thank god i graduated.

Though school's starting soon.

But i'm sure the heat will die down by then.

Went to and fro.

Checking for prices of phones.

Don't give up GB!

((:

Panjang and Pendek is tasting freedom.

They've been roaming round freely for the past 3 days.

Anyway, we went to fly the kite yesterday.

Rode the bike.

Yes, i ended up fishing for tadpoles.

We got loads of them now.

The whole batch we caught two days ago died,

almost instantly.

Why?

Because i trusted Google.

They said that it's fine to change to fresh water,

so i did.

And they died.

What made yesterday more fun was that i accidentally scooped up the mother frog.

I could swear i thought it was a stone.

Till it jumped.

Hahahaha.

We caught it.

Put it in a plastic bag.

And i told Izzul to chase my sister with it.

Now THAT was fun.

Hahahahaha!

I woke up in the morning today to send Izzul to his excursion.

He went to the Butterfly Park in Sentosa.

When GB and i fetched him at 1.30,

he looked tired but pleased.

He had loads of story to tell.

And from the sound of it,

the trip was fun.

Now he's making me jealous.

I wished i was in kindergarten.

Or at least a teacher in kindergarten.

Oh well,

soon.

Insya'Allah.

I should accompany GB now.

Hahaha, bye!

2010-03-28T12:23:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a productive day.

Hahaha.

Played soccer, and then went to fly the kite.

I flew my halfway and brought it down.

Because i was distracted by the tadpoles that was swimming around so freely in the huge drain.

I think the frogs took the chance to lay their eggs,

since it was raining heavily a few days back.

My brothers, GB and i caught some.

We brought them home.

As of now, 2 of them have died.

I'm planning to keep them until they turn into a frog.

Speaking of which, we were getting ready to go home when Syimir spotted a frog.

So we played with it.

Ohh, and while playing soccer yesterday,

this man came down with a Macaw on his hand.

It was so awesome!

But i didn't get a chance to get close to it.

I want one!

We're planning to go there again later.

To catch some more.

I hope the drain hasn't dried up.

Poor tadpoles.

I think misfortune has set in upon my right leg.

I'm so sorry!

2010-03-27T12:51:00.004+08:00

Funny how i've never complained about this.

But living on the second storey,

right next to the garbage chute,

the smell gets to you sometimes.

Why am i talking about this?

Because the people are here to collect the waste.

And the smell hit me,

so strongly.

Not that i mind most of the time,

i think i'm quite used to it.

I forgot to mention that i woke up in the wee hours of the morning, two days ago,

to a sneezing fit.

I only got back to a proper, deep sleep 2 hours later.

I thought it was just my sinus.

But i'm still sneezing.

Yes, till now.

My family is always on impulse.

That can be good and bad sometimes.

Like right now, this very day,

we're still unsure of whether we're heading to WWW or not.

My grandparents are going to Batam tomorrow.

The last time i went there was 3 years ago.

Hahaha.

Buy me something yeah?

Have a save journey!

My cats are really adorable.

And amusing.